Clover

The annoying sound of my alarm had woken me up also my puppy Bolt who was licking my face with excitement wanting me to wake up or maybe he just wanted food, I guess I'll never know his true intentions of waking me up every morning. I got ready for the day and heard a lot of people talking which was weird because I'm an only child and I just live with my mom and dad. I walked down stairs to see what was going on and my father had over his fellow mafia friends that's right my family owns a mafia not only that literally every mafia that exist wants my dad's head LITERALLY. My relationship with my dad is not the best to be honest it's the worst I hate it and also hate him, the trauma he has put me through is actually terrifying, I've been abuse since I turned 15, I'm Mexican so basically 15 is the age you turn in to a woman. Ever since I've turned 15 my life has been a living hell. The mafia had a really bad debt so my dad had the bright idea to sell my virginity so he could get his mafia back on his feet and don't get me started on my mom she's the biggest hypocrite I know, she says she's got my back but she's just has terrified as me. My mom also gets abuse but she's like glued to my dad and she's scared to leave him.

As I walked down the stairs my dad introduced me to some of his colleagues, Clover be polite to the gentleman's he said. Hi, good morning to all of you, as I looked up I saw Mateo, Mateo was the man who took my virginity, he looked at me with a disgusting face I could see I wanted to rape me once again just looking at his eyes. I gave him a really intimidating look but he didn't get intimidated. Mateo was only 20 and I was 17 I'm not going to lie he was definitely attractive but it doesn't ignore the fact that he decided to rape just to safe my fathers mafia. Mateo didn't own a mafia his dad Thiago did I'm assuming that my dad and his dad were the one to decide this horrible deal. This whole thing happened right when I turned 15, Mateo just had turned 18 at the time. I still can't believe he did that to me, still to this day a get nightmares and my dad has the audacity to tell me that he had a change of heart and decided to let Mateo rape me instead of Thiago. I've known Thiago and his family since I was little, fun fact I used to be best friends with Mateo which makes it more horrible to think of. Mateo changed ever since he turned 15 he got so cold and constantly angry at everyone I think is due to the fact that he knows that his dads mafia will be his someday, his dad is constantly training him.

After I greeted all of my dad's colleagues I ran to my room and lock myself up there. I had online school today so I did all my homework and assignments due for the week. I love school it's the only thing that keeps me distracted and at peace. I heard a soft knock at my door "who is it" it's mom cariño. I hoped out of my bed and let her in, Cariño I brought you breakfast, I know you get embarrassed to do anything when your dad has us colleagues over. "Thanks mamá"

Mamá I'm turning 18 soon and I really want to study fashion in Italy. I said with a sad tone also pouting my lips. Ay mija you know that isn't possible your dad would never allow such thing . She said with a sad tone but didn't show emotion on her face. But mamá in a month I'll be turning 18 I'll be officially an adult and also it's my life we're talking about I have the choice to start my own life tears started to fill my eyes because I knew it would never be possible. Clover I'll talk to your dad but he will never allow such thing, you're his only daughter and he loves you so much it will hurt his heart having you away. Mamá you can't be saying this to me seriously that man you call husband and I call father hates me, he's been abusing me since I turned 15 how can you say such things, at this point I started getting very angry at her. Clover I find it extremely selfish of your part that you're say such horrible things about your father at this point I had tears falling down my face and told my mom to leave me alone I couldn't hear anything that was coming out of her mouth.

Ever since I was little I've always wanted to me a designer and studying in Italy is a plus because I get to leave this horrible place I call home. I decided to take a nap 2 hours had passed and I woke up to the sound of footsteps of my wooden floor, I opened my eyes and saw Mateo looking over the pictures I had on my wall. MATEO I screamed at him, what are you doing here I yelled at him while I hide my body with my blanket because I took my nap with my lingerie on. Chill Clover I just wanted to check up on you he said with a smirk on his face. I was so furious because he acted like we were good and that he never raped me, which just thinking about it made me sick. Mateo why would you ever think I would want to have you in my room after what you did to me. Chica why are you so dramatic that literally happen ages ago I could tell he was starting to get annoyed at me. Don't. "Chica" me Mateo we're not friends and leave my room. Mateo jumped in my bed and started to get close to the point he was on top of me our faces were extremely close to one another I could feel his breath and he could feel mine. I could see his big green eyes looking at me and for some reason I felt the hairs that were back of my neck lifting slowly. He said nothing, we were just staring at each other I saw this opportunity and decided to kick him in the balls. He yelled in pain from how hard a hit him. Why would you do that Clover he said. Leave my room Mateo he started moving slowly out of my room

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