enimies to lovers

dont make me cry for you

- youre heart - he said smiling and looking into my blue eyes .
- what !? - I said in disbelieve .
He went closed to me and looked at my lips.
- you will be all mine - he said walking to his house I quickly turned around to go home I opened the door and went to my room I layed on my bed and looked at the ceiling.
- what the hell was that - I said to myself .
- why did I felt a weird feeling did I want to kiss him ? He looked so homesome .... what the hell what am i Talking about - I said thinking about him.
It was about 7pm and I was tired and went to bed .
I waked up to the Sun shining in my eyes I looked at my clock it was 7:35am and I got ready for school I decided to go to bed for only 5min but when I waked up the clock showed 8:49am .
- oh fuck I am late - i said quickly going out of bed down stairs and running to school.
As i walked in i saw my friend Saya kissing my neighbor the person i hate the most Marcus.
Suddenly my stomach started hurting and i felt mad sad i didnt know why she knew he is my enemy why ? Why? Did she do it ? I ran as fast as i could out of school to my house i locked my room and cried on my knees i didnt know why i was sad he hates me and i hate him after a while i calmed down and sat on my bed i looked at my desk and saw my tablets i went and took them and went back to my bed.
I took one then another one and then i took them all in my mouth i then felt a very strong headake .
- ahhhhhhh! - i started sreaming i didnt fell anything my arms legs and my eyes started to shut and i felt increadible pain on my neck and suddenly i saw darkness .
My eyes started opening and i saw i was laying on my bed as i did i looked at my clock and it showed 5:32pm .
I remembered what i saw in school i felt sad and i felt a tear dropping from my cheek .
- why? Why? What did i do ? Why is my life like that ? - i said to myself .
I covered my face under my pillows.
I sarted sobbing i felt like it wasnt me i never cry why did it suddenly chcange......wait ....what if i .....No i cant .....what am i talking about .
I thought about what he said yesterday he said he wnted my heart and i would be his and now ...now he is with my best friend .....he's just a playboy nothing else .
I cried myself to sleep but not for long at 1am i waked up from hearing loud noises coming from my parents room another argue i berried myself into my pillows and finally fell asleep.
It was the morning i waked up to hear the lovly sound of rain i hate sun but i love rain.
I looked at my clock and it showed 7:10am i didnt want to go to school so i stayed at home mum was not at home and dad was at work.
The time went fast my head still hurts from the stupid tablets i took it was afternnon about 6pm i heared mum shouting down stairs i went down and saw my mum and my neighbors mum arguing i heared some words but i didnt udersand .
- i dont care .... It your daughter - Mrs Bethard said calming down .
- you know the truth so dont play games! - i heared mum shouting at her.
I went up stairs and layed on my bed taking my note book and started drawing i drawed my mum and Mrs Bethard arguing and suddenly as i started drawing a bird flew from outside on my note book and started pokking his beak on Mrs Bethard i looked at the bird and then at my drawing and i saw on Mrs Bethares hand she had a nice blue bracelet i thought for a minute and then i opened my eyes in the shape of 0 i looked at my wrist and saw the same bracelet that my mum gaved me on my 10 brithday .
Everyone could have the same bracelet Yes?
Then i looked at the bird and it flew away i closed the window and saw Marcus and Saya coming to his house i dont know why but i felt a weird feeling in my stomsh i sat on my bed and started to finish the drawing and it was getting darker and darker .
It is 12:00am and Saya still have not left his house .
I finally done my drawing and put  the drawing book under my pillow .
I decided to go down and take some Vudka i then locked my door and drank all of it i then whent down and took another one and another one i was so druk so i decided to lay down in bed .
After an hour i hear a knock at my door i unlocked my bedroom door and whent down stairs i hardly came to the door .
I opened it and saw Marcus i was confused why did he came here .
- What....do you ...want - i said drunk i then put my head on the side of the door.
- youre drunk - he said.
- i know - i was about to fell when he holded me .
- how much did you drink? - he asked.
- why do you care? -
- I said how much did you drink !? - he said while taking me up stairs .
- 4 bottles - i said looking at him .
- 4 bottles, why? - he asked looking strqight into my eyes.
- Why did Saya come to your house? - i asked.
- cause she's my friend - he said as i sat on my bed.
- give me the tablets on the desk - i said pointing at them.
He gave them to me and i took all of them.
- why did you take all of them ? - he said.
- cause i ....did -  my head started to hurt after 5min i just saw darkness.