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Feel Real

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I need Malia, i just can't be without her, i fell restless without her. I call her, and she didn't answer, this is the tenth time i call her and she didn't reply me.

I go to my house and the door was open, i fell nervous and i come in. I go upstairs and i see the door of my room half- closed, i paralyzed but i open it.

I see Malia recharged in my desk, i want to throw myselg to her, but the only thing i do is stare at her.

"Hey" i say undertone, i don't know what to say, but i need to say something. She just smile and she still looke at one paper. "Malia, where you been?" i ask. This is the time i wish i could have the super ear of an were-wolf to hear if Malia is so nervous that i am.

"Talking to Peter" she reply and i paralyzed, talking with who? With Peter? Why?

"You think is a good idea?" i ask and she look at me.

"If he can help me to find my mother, i don't think it care" she say and i nod. She approach to the board that i have to help the pack. 

"Malia, you are not like Peter" i say, but the real think i want to say was, Malia, shut up and forgive me, we can handle this together.

"Maybe i am" she say and i frown"The night i caused the car crash..." she start to say. "I have a huge fight with my mother" she start and then she frown "My adopter mother, i guess" she say and something break in my heart, she is blaming herself again. "I don't remeber what is about, but. I remember what i said" she say and her eyes start to look like she want to cry, i think that is difficult to her tell this.

"Malia..." i say undertone trying to help her buth she just breathe.

"I said, i wish were all dead" she say and i understand what she want, she want to scare me, but she wont achieve it.

"Killing doesn't run in your family" i say, but i want to hug her, kiss her, help her, rescue her for the cliff on she was.

"Maybe it does in mine" she say and i stepped back. This isn't Malia, this is Peter in the head of Malia.

"Malia.." i start to say but she already was gone. I want to ask her why she didn't answer the phone, but with just see her, it was okay.

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I was in my room, sleep down in my bed.

I just can't forgive myself, i just have something real and i let it go?

I was hearing a song that is call, fell real. The song i hear when Malia and me went to skate, in some way i think that that's our song.

I hear the words that the song say to me.

Now you've got to breathe 

It's only where your feet fell

People so cool 

Somebody wants you

Malia wants me, but now, i don't know.

A lover come back,

I don't think that that's could happend.

I want to dance like her, 

Like nobody's watching 

But nobody's watching 

Is Malia, she don't care anything, incluiding our relationship?

Forever meant nothing when we had nothing 

He's right.

Feel real 

Yes...

Now 

Yes...?

Forever meant nothing when we had nothing

Yes...

Even when you know 

Hits you hard, 

Leaves slow, comes back fast 

When you can't take it

don't swallow your pain 

Been around once 

It'll be around again 

I hear it and i start to notice i have tears in my cheeks.

Forever meant nothing when we had nothing

I know...

Feel real 

Yes....

Now 

Yes...

Forever meant nothing when we had nothing 

Yes....?

That's the time it took 

To calm these things 

Better to have been with than live without it 

He's right.

Hold yourself, howl and scream 

Finally feel everything joining underneath.

It start to have sense everything.

"Malia!" i shout with tears in my cheeks. "Don't leave me, please!" i shout more loud.

Now you've got to breathe

It's only where your feet fell

People so cool 

I don't need Lydia, she is cool, but not real like Malia, Lydia never loved me, Malia loved me.

Somebody wants you

Malia wanted me.

A lover come back

I will make her to come back.

I want to dance like her, 

Like nobody's watching 

But nobody's watching

Forever meant nothing when we had nothing 

No....

Feel real

Yes....

Now 

Yes...

Forever meant nothing when we had nothing 

No....!

That's the time it took 

To calm these things

Better to have been with than live without it 

He's so right!

Hold yourself, howl and scream 

Finally feel everything joining underneath.

Yes....!

I have to fight for her, i will not giving up of her. I'm hers and she is mine, And this is how things have to be, now and forever.