"I didn't want to lie to you," Sam says. I look down in disbelief. "I don't understand." I say. "It's only been a day and a half. I'm not comfortable. . ." I faded off, I looked at him and he seemed really upset. "I like you too! Okay?" I blurt. I just looked down in shock. "Really?" Sam asked, he now seemed a lot happier. "Yeah," I chuckled. "I really don't know what to say right now," He laughed. "All i have to say is that, i' m not quite ready for a relationship," I start. "From past experience there is a lot that happened and i don't want it to go the same way it had went. I know I sound stupid but yeah." I stop and let him speak. "What does that change?" He asked, i hoped he meant well asking that. "My ex was super clingy, I hadn't realized how bad I had it until i went out to Mac last Summer. Mind you, I met this person on Roblox, that's something i regret. They were just so attached, like a child that grabs your leg and WILL NOT let go." I pause and take a deep breath. "I'm sorry," He says, as he walked closer to me, his face right near mine.
You may seem to think this is where this went downhill. You are correct. "I um." I back away, he follows as i walk over to the mirror. "Why do you like me?" I asked him with a very shaky voice. "Well, I think you're a bold, kind, caring, genuinely nice person. I haven't actually seen your side of the story, but i can promise you i will not treat you how you were treated." How did he know what i was thinking about? "I can't." I slowly left the entire game without another word. He muttered shit that i couldn't understand. As i took my headset off i glare at my phone, my headphones, "Discord Notification from, Her0," Oh. This was a long ride, long story short, he sent me a paragraph or two. I kept denying the fact that i did love him. Replying to one of the paragraphs with a subtle, "There's none. I'm sorry but i'm really uncomfortable. it's not you. I don't even want to talk anymore. It's just gotten out of hand. please, don't contact me.
His response:
"I
okay
i'm sorry
be safe"
"bye." I blocked him, closed his dm. I couldn't stop thinking of him all day and i joined vr chat to get my head out of the clouds, but it hadn't worked. I went to bed and woke up the next morning to texts from his friends Drake and Shone, the night before we all watched a funny ass movie in witch i cant recall the name of. Drake told me that Sam really wanted to talk to me and so he lend me Sam's discord and our exact words.
Hey are you ok? - Sam
Yeah. - me
Good - Sam
I just want to uhm,
apologize - me
It's fine i understand - Sam
for being a horrible friend - me
What!
nah nah
stop you're not a horrible friend
you were uncomfortable and that's understandable because i was pushy
and i shouldn't of been - Sam
i should've told you that i did like you. but i just needed more time, so maybe there is a little, just a little hope for us? - Me
At this point, things started to rise up. For all i know we got along better and better over the days, then on March 15th I told him i loved him.
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Virtual Reality
Non-FictionSome people thing of vr as a very toxic atmosphere. If you are one of those people, i get it ive been there. And this is my experience of vr.
