my collection of poems

poem 2

untitled

Mistakes, lessons, errors, faults
Eyes darting around the room,
Nothing feels real,
Please.. Someone make me feel okay
I'm burning on the inside out.
I'm pulling at my own suit, till' i turn into nothing
Yanking at every seam until it all comes pouring out
Plucking at the staples that hold me closed

I want to fall into nothing,
Pallor and gone.
Nothing to save me from accepting fate's hug.
Don't stitch me back up,
Hide me forever underneath the seams of reality
Turn me into a braindead doll
I want nothing more but to be void

Hang me on a shelf i'll forever be something to look at
Put me up so high , dust collects
Let me be your centerpiece

Let me escape, it's so tiring.
It hurts to the point of no return

I want to be gone
Dead.
PLEASE
I'm begging you to give me my sweet release.
Why hold me back?