I just sit there alone, I see everyone walking by.. Laughing, being cheerful, i wonder a lot just thinking what it's like, i had one friend, i no longer see or hear from her.. I miss her, i feel as though it is my fault, i mean if I could I would most definitely make contact with her again.. But things are.. Complicated.. Me and her used to run through the forest nearby, just using our imagination to our will, she made everything enjoyable to the smallest rock to the biggest log.. From cup to sword, battle of battles between the two of us.. The limits of imagination has no end.
We didn't even have a certain area where we could go, we'd just.. Run, we would stop at one point and just.. Hold each-other and look up at the sky.. Life is taken for granted, we don't realise how precious something is until it's gone.
And then one day we just.. We didn't do anything, we just held each-other and looked up for the whole day, no words, just looking.. She turned to me.. And kissed me.. She began to run.. I chased after her..
She never told me why she ran.. But she was running away from the forest, we had been running for 10 minutes at least, and reached the borderline of the forest.. Outside the borderline was just a plain road, nothing special about it.
This caused my fear of roads.. She ran straight through the borderline into the middle of the road.. And looked straight.
It sped like something I have never seen before, faster than any car.. She was on the receiving end.. Her body flung up in the air.. Her bones shattered.. I ran up to her.. I.. I didn't know what to do, she was weeping to me.. The driver.. Came out with his phone to his ear calling for an ambulance..
That was the last day I spoke to her.. I got a call.. Saying she was "with her family now" .. This was the day.. I ended my life.
