The Life of A Lost Girl

Insecurities

•So now you have heard about LeighAnn's childhood and how dramatic everything was.. But now onto her teenage years.. •

LeighAnn turned 13 a year ago.
It was the best day of her life.
She was finally a teenager and she celebrated it with her best friends, boyfriend and family. About two weeks before LeighAnn's birthday, she received a message from a number she didn't recognize. Basically the messages between LeighAnn and the unknown number was the unknown person telling LeighAnn to be carful with what her boyfriend was doing behind her back..
That he wasn't as loyal as she thought he was.

~LeighAnn and her boyfriend had been together over a year on her birthday.~

LeighAnn's boyfriend had been cheating on her for weeks before she found out and she finally ended it... After she ended it LeighAnn couldn't keep a relationship..
Not long after LeighAnn and her boyfriend broke up she got together with a close friend of hers..
Basically he was just a rebound, a person to help her get over her ex. Even though he was a rebound she grew feelings for him but had to end it because she didn't want to hurt him but she had found someone who she really liked.... or so she thought.

She met him at a birthday for her little cousin.
He was 15.
Although LeighAnn didn't really know him, she kind of liked him already.
After the party, LeighAnn's uncle sent her a message with the boys number she met.
LeighAnn decided it wouldn't hurt anything to message him.
They talked for the longest time and found out that had a lot in common.
LeighAnn liked the boy but she wasn't sure the feeling was mutual.
Finally the day came when he asked her out and they started dating. They were dating for 4 months before she broke up with him.. The reason is unknown.. but LeighAnn isn't allowed to date any more boys for a while.

I know this chapter was supposed to be about insecurities, but I guess it only was about LeighAnn's relationships, so let's get to what her insecurities are and why she has them.

LeighAnn's insecurities are basically feeling like she's not enough. Not pretty enough, not smart enough, not little enough..
Just not enough..
She has the insecurities I guess because of being cheated on and abandoned by her dad.. She blames everything on herself and doesn't feel like she's ever going to be what other people want her to be.