Caught In A Lie •P.J Fanfic•

Chpt: Nineteen

•Jungkook's POV•

Jungkook finally moved and he started his own new life without other people in it. He was hurt and yet the person he loved thought he would cheat on him, but he didn't, all of it was just lies and yet he couldn't handle that at all from before. Jungkook then looked at himself in the mirror and saw how broken he was.

Jungkook hated his life anyway, he didn't like it at all and yet he can never trust anyone anymore like he has to from before. What was going on that he couldn't trust anyone? He couldn't even trust Hoseok at all when he hurt him like that and now Taehyung? The one he can't even trust like he trusted everyone else that was in his own life.

Jungkook was in his room now hugging himself crying at what happened to him, he realized that Taehyung moved on and started dating Jimin, everything didn't go well for him and yet it hurts him so bad that he couldn't take it anymore. Should he really just take his own life and just not be here anymore? He felt like he wasn't worth it, he felt like he wasn't good enough for anyone especially for Jimin and the others who he has dated.

"This world hates me, I'm no longer famous and my own fans hate me...I feel useless.." Jungkook said.

Jungkook looked at Instagram and saw all the hate comments he was getting, tears ran down his face as he couldn't take it anymore, he decided to delete social media and grabbed a knife and he then cut himself on his arm and his face. That's when he lost it and stabbed himself, he was bleeding and that's when it turned into something else where he was found unresponsive.

No one would not hear from him again, he was gone and there was nothing no one could do anymore. Someone who heard him screaming and yelling, ran into his house and saw Jungkook on the floor not moving and called the police. The police got here as soon as they could as they walked inside and got the ambulance in to take Jungkook to the hospital.

As he got to the hospital, they begin to operate on him. The person was worried and the doctor walked over to him and they got up and looked at him.

"How is he?" They asked.

"He's gonna be alright, it seems he was trying to commit suicide. But he will be on suicide watch." He said.

"Wait, why?" They asked.

"From what the police say, he's going through a lot lately in his life. Seems like he couldn't handle the pressure and couldn't take the hate that he was receiving on social media." He said.

"Oh god, that's terrible." They said.

"It is, I have seen a lot of people like him do this, mostly idols and sometimes actors too. It's not the first time this happened." He said. "It seems to me that he was dealing with relationship problems, family situations and things like that. Which could have caused him to do that and feel that way.

"Is there something I can do to help him?" They asked.

"Yeah, can you please keep sharp objects and other things he may use to hurt himself away from him? It will be best if you can do that and help him get through this." He said.

"Of course, I'll make sure." They said.

The doctor nodded and then wrote something down, he then looked up at the person.