HARRY POTTER MUSICAL

He'll never love you like I can

It was another chaotic day as you saw the time passing by, you were snuggled in the warm and cozy red couch of the common room.

"Alright here me out, rules are made to be broken. what's your take on this." The long raven haired boy snuck his hand over your shoulder shifting his position near you. He thought you won't notice.

" Shut up Pads, nothing is meant to be broken, it's all bullshit." Remus replied coldly scrunching up his nose and nobody was in a mood to argue with him as everyone knew it was full moon time.

" Throwable potions bottle, Voldemort's face, trust, heart. Do I need to add more?" James replied staring at the window and sitting in a delusional state.

You raised your eyebrows and immediately looked at Sirius as for the confirmation of what happened as he whispered in your ears getting closer to you as for now you were laying your back on his body as he laid on the couch.

" His mood has been constantly like this since Lily and McLaggen have been paired up and he was flirting with her."

You gave a sympathetic look and then tried to cheer him up.

" Umm, Prongs I heard that you know, you should gear up for today. Lily's hoping that the head boy of Gryffindor would approach her for Hogsmeade today. She said that brown sweater looks good on you."

You could see the sly grin approaching James face while he collected himself leaving and getting prepared for his big day. Remus, too got up and left to his dorm for resting. Now you were left alone with Sirius.

" W o m a n, mind me offering you an opportunity to explore Hogsmeade with this elite slash drop dead gorgeous wizard. If you turn down, your loss lady." (Sirius being Sirius)

" Ahh Mr. so full of yourself Black, what if I actually tell no." Your reply almost wiped off that shine off Sirius's face, and you noticed it so you proceeded to give him a comforting hug.

" I was playing around g e n t l e m a n, but Siri I got some work left, I'm so sorry but I promise, we will be spending our next weekends throwing snow on each other." You both giggled it off.

Time passed by and everyone had went to Hogsmeade but you stayed there for your secret love. Without wasting much time, you went to the astronomy tower ( the decided spot of yours) to already see his brimming anticipated green eyes staring into yours as he had been waiting for you for ages.

" And you're late by 3 minutes 15 seconds my lady, you know how much I hate waiting for you." Regulus Artculus Black finally spoke up.

" I'm sorry love." you went near him as your hands reached his neck wrapping around it while you place a soft kiss on his lips.

" Man, I'm so in love with you. I cant really wait to make you lady of the Blacks. To wake up beside you, while we both stare at the stars and silly butterbeer dates. I can't wait for all of this. It's my sweet fantasy."

You blushed at the thought of being so much loved by your childhood crush. You may have wore Gryffindor uniform at quidditch matches but your face would lit up each time Regulus won the match for Slytherins.

" I really love you Reggie but our all these future plans, don't you think its foolish to plan them when you're even scared to confess your love for me in public."

You knew it coming, this argument rose every time you met and things got pretty serious.

" We had this discussion before babe, you know I hate it so much fighting with you. But we can't blame each other; circumstances, it's their fault. I would hate it so much if my family forced you to have the dark mark or you don't even know how Sirius would react. You're his best friend and the thought of even me being friends with you."

Every single time, he made you quiet with certain words of his, after all more than Dark mark, your best friend's reaction scared you more.

Moments passed and your sweet talks turned into a heated make out. Your body wrapped around his providing you both the warmth while you guys were sharing your sloppy kiss. None of you had command on time since you were lost in your sweet fantasy.

You felt being watched, being observed. You pulled off to meet the eyes of none other than your beloved friend. You shared a deadly stare and an awkward silence. The sight itself was awkward and you could realise it was killing Sirius. Regulus knew this was the calm before the storm so he held your hands tightly making you feel secure.

" All .these. days. you. didn't. trust. me. enough. to. tell. about. your. little. affair. with. none. other. than. m-my own brother." he spat, his eyes were red.

The intensity of those words hit you so hard. Tears welled in your eyes and your vision was blurred. You felt bad, bad for hiding, bad for breaking his trust despite knowing the grudges he held for his brother. It was not his fault, it was just the childhood trauma. Thus, you were so affected by him.

" Siri, believe me. I didn't know how you'd react, that's why I just I- didn't tell you." you were controlling your sobs and your words broke.

" HAH! friends don't hide Y/n. And come on, are you fucking kidding me. Of course I wont be celebrating all this, knowing the fact you've been shagging my brother despite knowing who he is." he laughed coldly.

" Enough. Sirius. Dare you talk to my girlfriend like that." Reg tried to defend you.

" Save it Regulus, we all know you aren't strong enough to love. You're incapable of love and you've been with her just for your sexual desires."

" And Ah y/n I should've believed when I heard I should not expect from you. Thank you for being such a dreadful friend. Please don't talk to me again." He left you destroyed

You knew the reaction would be severe but this was more than expected. Surely you loved Regulus with all your heart but there was an urge to stop pads and ask him, was he only sad because you were dating Reg or there was more.

" Leave him Y/n, I'm so sorry you've to go through all this."

" No, No. I don't feel like staying anymore. I want to go back to my dorm right now."

You left just to see Sirius breaking down, kneeling and sobbing. You could feel the pain behind the whimpers and weepy sounds. It didn't took you much to kneel beside him and throw your hands around him to comfort him. Every time Walburga abused him, he'd gotten a strict detention, You were there to cheer him up, to hug him.

You knew it was not the same but instead of him pushing you away, he tried to come closer and buried his neck in your shoulder. He could act mean, but you had that soft spot he could never neglect.

" Y/N" he was killing you with his red puffy puppy eyes. (oml he's so cute)

" good to see you calm now." you wiped his tears while your one hand was holding his and other caressed his cheek.

" If I ever said I never liked us being friends, I always wanted more than that."

" W-What do you mean."

" I never felt this way I did around you. I had this fat crush on you since we were 12. I always wanted to be the person you'd give a goodnight kiss every night, the one I'd share my dirtiest jokes with, the one I'd dance in the rain with, the one I'd welcome my death with. But my bitterest regret is that I could never be him, never the perfect pureblood man you dreamt of. I'd always be the disappointment. I'm sure of two facts the first that you'll always be the one I love the most and the second there maybe lovers who hold out their hands but they will never love you like I can.