Loving Moonlight

Chapter 5 Flaws

Can i consider you that rare lightning mom was talking about? That lightning that rarely strikes to that person when you finally meet that person? You've always here with me during my happiest times..
But will you stay here if i show you my weaknesses and flaws about me?
Better to find out..

Before they go to the beach where they will Celebrate Xavier's birthday. Xavier wanted to see someone in the hospital before they go, Estes said if it's ok for him to company Xavier and Xavier agreed about having Estes to Company him

When they reached their room, Estes saw someone who's in a comatose

"Xavier, who's that? He looks just like you"
"Estes, i'd like you to meet Idrill. Idrill,  this is Estes, He's the person i'm telling you about idrill! The one who gave me different Happiness"

Estes keeps blushing while smiling at the same time how Xavier mentioned something about Estes gives different happiness to Xavier.

"Come on don't be shy, He's kind"
"Hi Idrill, my god, don't believe What Xavier is telling about me HAHAHA! What if i'll get a bad shot HAHA"
"Estes, You drive me crazy"

Estes' mind went blank after Xavier said that to him infront of Idrill which made him fluster and blush

"Idrill, did you even know how Kind and Annoying Xavier is at the same time? Well basically he's kind to me or yo everyone most of the time, but sometimes he really likes annoying me
But now.. i guess it's valid already"

"Valid? Valid for you to Date.
Hey Idrill! Me courting Estes is an achievement you know! That's why wake up already so we can celebrate about it"

They let others go to the beach first while them being left at the hospital telling things about Idrill how she is a great person. How she helped Xavier a lot, And how Idrill was a great cousin

"Sigh* i miss my Cousin, if i have a time machine, i'll go back to that time that i almost lost her"

Xavier told Estes of what happened before

I was drunk, letting myself got devoured by the alcohol i was drinking grieving and trying to move on of what my past lover did to me.. She cheated on me and yet she still keeps telling me that it was a huge misunderstanding that at first, She said she was drunk so she kissed another guy, so i let it slide, but she repeated it again, with the same guy she kissed, i saw on her instagram.. How she kissed him fully, like she was gonna devour him, so i called my Brother for me to tell that she cheated on me.. but my cousin said she'll be the one who will pick me up, Idrill because My brother's legs got injured due to basketball. 20 minutes later she's there, going to pick me up already, but There was a terrorist attack that was shown on TV, bet you already saw it, we both bot shot, and that's why i got this scar from behind while Idrill got shot at her abdomen, At the time that the incident happen, i didnt even know we both got shot so the owner of the bar called an ambulance right away, calling our parents both,
I woke and found myself at the hospital trying to remember all the things that happened, and then i saw Idrill fighting for her life, her condition is critical
My aunt is very angry at me.. slapping me, saying hurtful words towards me
I can't blame her though her daughter's life was in a terrible condition..
What's worse is i can't give her any response... Just me being silent because i barely remember everything from that night...
The next day, They already found out who is the one who tried to kill us both
And my Aunt deeply apologized to me after she blamed me and accused me for being the one who shooted Idrill
"Im sorry if i accused you Xavier, im really sorry, please please forgive me..
I didn't think straight that night Xavier im sorry, i guess im just covered by my anger
So im sorry Xavier"
She never owed me an apology, instead i owe her a huge apology...

"You see Estes, i'm the reason why Idrill's suffering right now"
"I'm the reason why she's here right now.."
"I'm a bad Cousin, im a bad nephew and im a bad person"

Estes seeing Xavier sad and crying about this makes him sad at the same time, as he watches Xavier's tears falling from his eyes
A while later Estes gave Xavier a kiss for Xavier to feel a little better about what happened to Him and Idrill

"Xavier, you're not a bad person, Your not a bad nephew, And your not a bad cousin, it's not your fault for what happened to Idrill, it's the one who shooted you both

Idrill won't get shot if i didn't call my brother you know.., Idrill might not be suffering right now...

Aside from all of that i found you, you made my life better, everytime we go out, the pain from my heart temporarily go away but after it all end, it'll go back again
But still, Thank you Estes for making my life better,
Meeting you was one of the best Experience i've ever had