Tora Igarashi's Monologue, "I know she's yours, ...

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Writter’s Note: MY WHAT IF inner monologue of President Tora Igarashi from the manga Chapter 78 couldn't help it while I was reading it…If I could I would like to see him happy with Misaki but it just doesn’t seem right to separate Usui and Misaki…I’m conflicted! XD

He was just watching from a far leaning against a wall, his hands crossed against his chest, his face unreadable as a light shone from the window and a shadow cast against his features while waiting for Ayuzawa Misaki to comeback with Takumi Usui, waiting for her to smile with a red face with him holding her hands tight unable to let go, feelings he just recently found he had in common with Usui and he hated it. President Tora Igarashi of Miyabigaoka High School was no masochist to anyone who knows him would say he’s nothing but a sadist. As his name suggest he was a proud tiger, born to lead an alpha male. If he wanted to something a flick of his finger would suffice. Women crawl to him against their own will because of his soon to be family fortune. He would take flings but his heart was always hollow, so empty, it was so annoyingly boring he always thought, until he met the Kaichou of Sekai High School. But this was one he couldn’t win, like a battle he was destined to lose. It was enough to see that her face reddened flustered with thoughts of him when he confessed. It’s just that he knew no matter what he can never compete against Usui for Misaki’s love after all he fell in love for her stubbornness and cuteness that usually comes whenever Usui was concerned.

At first he couldn’t care less about Sekai President Misaki, but it was impossible to resist her flustered expression or unusual reactions,  and stubbornness that just set her different from any other girls, heck she wasn’t even a woman, no elegance or grace just pure brute strength of a - man. He tried to hide the laughter as he came to this conclusion and muttered, “Ah, but that what you just like about her right, Takumi Usui?”

There’s nothing he would like to do but keep her at his side. Dress her up with other maid clothes just to see her different facial expression and even for a second it would be him in her thoughts.

From a far his eyes widened as his sight was fixated to the girl wearing maid clothes standing proud and tall high up in the castle’s ledge. “She wouldn’t.” President Igarashi thought losing all his composure, “if it’s her…she would.” He then smiled, his crooked smile his entire body moved on its volition running towards the girl who as always catch him off guard as she fell – no more like she jump, and every single spectators gasp for air and stood still watching her as he caught her in his arms in the nick of time with her eyes shut tight waiting for the pain no doubt, he wanted to call her name but…

“Misaki.” A worried masculine voice called, and there he was in all his glory with his white shirt open and wide eyes, Usui Takumi. And as if on cue Misaki flinched at the sound of his voice her eyes open looking for him, obviously, “Usui?” she called in question unsure of the person in front of him completely oblivious to the presence of the man who had just saved her. And it hurt. But there was no way to show it. There was no reason to get angry after all he did help her to get here in Europe just to see him. It would have been that easy, wouldn’t it? To think that the only reason he was there was to witness them find each other, if only he could forget and care less again.

“Thank you for saving Misaki,” he said getting my attention with a serious face and his arms wide open gesturing for Misaki to come to him “But I would want my maid back.”

 He gritted his teeth and smiled, “I know.” Misaki regaining her consciousness stood up and quickly jump towards Usui. Suppressing the urge to grab her hands and pull her back his thoughts shouted screaming, “She almost got hurt if I didn’t save her how could you smile?” “Do you know the pain she went through to get here?” “The sleepless nights the sadness and maybe the tears she suppress while waiting aching for you.” “And how strong she became waiting for this day, and how strong her feelings for you?” But he just stood and watched at the girl who became a woman when she found the love of her life in a tight embrace. This might not be the end of the obstacles they had to face, but I just hope you know how lucky you are to find her.

As if reading his mind from the tight embrace Usui look up to him and kiss Misaki’s hair whispering something in her ear, and he knew far well what it was when Misaki shyly blushing answered weakly, “I missed you…I loved you.” His mind race speaking to Usui with only their eyes watching each other he thought, “I know she’s yours, and frankly Misaki has made her choice.”

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