POV: Third person omniscient narrator
(Taehyung(25))
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"....I'm sick of this. Of all this shit! I have had enough! Enough of you!!" and with this he leaves through the huge front door into the pouring rain outside.
Taehyung sinks on his knees and cries heavily but soundlessly. Therefore his heart is screaming as loud as possible. His heart breaks into a million pieces. It feels like a thousand knives have been stabbing him. He can not live like this. He does not want to live like this.
His hands find their way to his throat and suffocate him. Like this it won't hurt any more. He can't breathe. His tears have stopped too. Everything turns black.
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Taehyung sits up abruptly, breathes heavily and uncontrollably. A single tear leaves his eye but it wasn't the first because his cheeks were wet. Cold sweat is shining on his forehead.
Taehyung sighs. He still dreams of the breakup even though it's been half a year since his ex boyfriend left him. Today he still suffers as badly as he did at that exact moment.
He lays his right hand on his heart and takes a deep breath. Trying to suppress the terrible pain he looks at the clock on the opposite wall.
1:23am
Taehyung decides to get some fresh air and slips into his slippers which were next to his king sized bed. Arriving at the window he opens it carefully and takes in the cool night breeze.
He closes his eyes and enjoys the comfort the cold air in his lungs gives him.
He sits down on the windowsill and tries to put his thoughts on standby. Taehyung luckily stopped thinking about his ex for the moment when he remembered that he has to get up early in the morning on the next day.
The young adult studies art at the university in his neighbor city, Daegu. He has always been fascinated by paintings of impressionism, especially van Gogh has always been his biggest inspiration.
Taehyung loves the feeling of moving the painting brush on the canvas and letting his emotions run into the painting.
With a cooler head he closes the window again and lies back in his bed. This time he had no dreams which was way better than dreaming of the breakup once again.
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Taehyung woke up because of the alarm which came from his phone. He sits up, rubs his eyes and stays like this for a short moment.
A thin smile was placed on his lips when he thought of uni again. Taehyung jumps out of his bed, leaves his room and closes the door behind him.
He stops immediately.
The giant hallway is decorated with his paintings. Paintings which he created in the past 6 months. Those which express the pain inside his heart.
His head towards the floor seems too heavy to look up. Keeping it low must be the best for now. Taehyung heads to the bathroom and takes a long and warm shower.
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Taehyung sits in his Citroën 2cv that he loves so much and drives to university.
Taehyung's family has a lot of money. His parents are overseas most of the time due to their business. Both his brother and sister are studying different subjects in different parts of South korea.
But he likes living in his own little castle. In the middle of nowhere. He loves the atmosphere and everything about being away from his family since they never really cared for him.
Since Taehyung was little they have always been away for work so he saw them only a few times every month.
His parents never knew about his ex boyfriend because he thought they would not tolerate it at all since they were very strict all the time. He fears they would cut off his money which would cause many troubles.
In the end this was the reason for the breakup. His ex has had enough of hiding and keeping their relationship a secret. Taehyung tried to convince him of his reasons for not telling his parents about them, countless times.
In the beginning it worked out but after 3 long years he decided to break up with taehyung and destroyed his heart and soul by leaving him.
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after many years i started a new taekook ff! it's not finished yet! but if it gets many likes maybe I'll be motivated again to continue!!
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Fanfiction[description will be changed soon] Taehyung loves art, he is rich and lives in a castle. He goes to university and one day it offers an exchange program! Jungkook loves art as well. He visits a university that participates in an exchange program. Ho...
