Stalker's journal.

tulpas[1]

If you read our "slenderman tulpa theory". You would know that I will be doing something about that. So, here I am. I'm ready to start making my own tulpa.

Day 1- 

Im taking small steps. I came up with a form and a small personality. Right now their name is "My tulpa" until they can decide on a name themself. Their form is a simple Silver fox, the only thing I can really imagine. I have a hard time just really thinking with my head. I ended up going into a daydream or just not thinking about it at all. Right now I'm just thinking about them,their form, talking to them and just giving them my attention. Even when I write this, I am reading this to them. I been talking to them since last night. I am taking small steps with this, i'm not doing it long since my brain does not want to work.(i can't even fully think right now.)

Day 2-

I started last night, even in day 1 i mention me talk to them as i write. Which was one of the things i heard to do. Also that i need to still imaging them and talk with them. Just asking like "you wanna have some mac and cheese" as i go to make some. I can also say that i have joined a tulpa server to help me out. I joined to help grow my tulpa and learn. As of now im am doing vocalization practice. which i will be record their responses. 

exercise 1

tree- tall

cow-moo

pencil-sharp

sparkly-bright

bright-light

telephone-ring

superman-hero

magic-wonderful 

exercise 2

That's a pretty (noun)! cow

look out! A hungry (noun)! bear

I really like this (adjective) Dress! pretty 

This movie isn't very (adjective)! good

exercise 3

Do you wish to continue this yes or no? Yes, this will help us.

blue or red? likes red just because 

cats or dogs both, they are soft and loyal

winter or summer- winter, i like the cold

spring or fall- both, they get colder

exercise 4

favorite color- red

what your form- for now silver fox

favorite animal-cats

What are you feeling now? excited 

When was you created? yesterday

exercise 5

music- it vibes and dance too

love-something nice and sweet

Then I took a break to not stress my tulpa out. After a while I started to cry as I was I heard something say "(Name) It's gonna be okay!". Which didn't feel like I said it. 

Tempest think it is developing fast^^

That's the end for today. I may update tomorrow or 2 -3 days. It depends!

Link to the practice-https://docs.google.com/document/d/1YDCtvTyy-P7a_oklO2rcJq4secvEQDk-7bgu3HYASqk/edit?usp=drivesdk