Love me like you do sidnaaz ff

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by AalishaKhan4

by AalishaKhan4

Love me like u do

Chapter 12

Since many have opted 1rd and 2rd option so i decided tau go with both. And thank you all for your comments and opinions. It encourages me. So let's start..

SHEHNAAZ S POV

If I stay with him I will loose my self respect and he will take me for granted and if I leave him he won't ever trust anyone. He would be a lost man. I have to find any other way.

Neither I can leave him nor can stay with him.

Yes I should teach him the meaning of love and his wounds can be healed only with love and care.

"Ok Mr. Shukla from today I am free from your agreement. I won't be staying with u and from today we are mere strangers. I will stay at my home." I spoke confidently.

"No shehnaaz please don't leave me I won't be able to live. I want to live with you. Spent my time with you. Don't leave me alone like everyone. Please shehnaaz" he begged cryingly.

I can't break so I replied calmly
"Mr. Shukla still you only want my body not my soul. You only want to spent time with me because u don't have anyone else. I am just your need. And I am not anything which u can use whenever you need. I am a human I too have feelings."

"Noooo shehnaaz please I.... " he started convincing me but I stopped him saying

"Enough I don't need you tau convince me. I will stay away from you. And if you want me for not just my body but my soul too then you have to express it. U won't get physical to me now onwards. If you want me then treat me as a human. Love me and care for me. Respect me. Worship me as a girl. And if you can't then don't ever come back of me."

"I am a human and a girl first respect me. I am not a slave for you and neither any puppet."

"I am sorry shehnaaz and i have realised I did much wrong with you. I have realised I can't punish you for others deeds. It wasn't your fault. But still I don't want you tau leave. But if you want so you can go.

And I promise you I will respect girls. And I will come to you, approach you but not as a master but as a friend. I don't know how but I will surely try to do it. "

He said in a breaking Voice and I can feel the guilt in his voice.

I left his palace and returned to my house.

It seems to have so much peace in my house but one thing which is piercing me is loneliness.

I went towards my room and freshen up then made a cup of coffee and had some cookies. Later i went to sleep. But sleep was far away from my eyes and I could do nothing but cry my heart out. I started crying loudly. I miss him, his embrace, him besides me.

"Being alone is really the toughest thing but it's only advantage is I can cry as much loud as I can since nobody can listen to me nor ask me the reason of my tears"

I almost cried for hours and I could feel pain in my cheeks for crying for so long but still i was feeling better as the outer pain atleast lessens a bit of inner pain of my heart.

I was still worried for him as he too was alone and I can handle myself but he is like a coconut hardest person to judge from outside but a soft and sweet one from inside. "God please give him strength " I prayed tau god and soon drifted tau sleep after crying for hours.

Precap: siddharth 's POV and new beginning.

Sorry for a small update but i am tauh much busy in classes but still thought tried my best because many are asking for updates...

I have separated them but In a different way stay tuned tau see how siddharth changes himself seeks shehnaaz's friendship and starts falling in love with her nature.