trigger warningeating disorder
Kazutora's pov
Like Shinichiro said, Wakasa accepted me too and everyone else too, I've told everyone, which made me happy that everyone was so accepting and also I feel like a weight was lifted of my shoulder. I was glad that they all are so supportive.
Anyways I was currently in my room laying awake in bed. I couldn't sleep, I was thinking about Baji and Chifuyu...Idk why but while we spent time together the last few days. I get something like butterflies in my stomach and they get stronger every time I see both of them, it's confusing me...This feeling is familiar...I think I had this feeling before but when... ugh why can't I figure this out should I ask someone but who, who is good with emotions. Izana definitely not and I don't want to tell Shin or Wakasa about these feelings so I need to ask someone from Toman...Do I really want to talk about emotions with any of them...Okay there's one person I would trust in keeping this a secret and that is Mitsuya. Should I talk to him or is it a bad idea...fuck it I'll text him right in the morning if he wants to meet up.
And so, I was laying in my bed still unable to sleep since my thoughts drifted off to Hanma. I'm to 100% sure he will come back for me, so I'll need to be carefully when I'm outside of the house. But if he comes for me, what will he do...and when will he strike...No I need to stop with the thinking beside next time I'll be more carefully so he can't hold me and then I can knock him out.
I looked at my phone and saw that it was already 6am guess that's another sleepless night then. I got up and went into the kitchen and prepared breakfast for Shinichiro, Izana, and Wakasa. When I finished making it. I set the plates down on the table and took out my phone
Chat begin
Mitsuya
"Hi, can I ask you something?" – Kazutora
"Yeah, what do you need?" – Mitsuya
"Could we meet up today??" – Kazutora
"Umm sure, where and when do you want to meet up?" – Mitsuya
"How about this little cafe in town at like 2pm?" – Kazutora
"Sure, see you later" – Mitsuya
Chat end
After that I got up and went to everyone's room to wake them all up.
When everyone was up
Narrators pov
The four sat by the table. Tora was waiting for them to finish their food. Shinichiro was looking at them then said
"Tora be honest did you already eat or are you skipping meals again" – Shinichiro
"I already ate" – Kazutora
Tora was looking down, avoiding eye contact they hoped that Shin bought it.
Shinichiro's pov
I knew that Tora was lying but what should I do...I know that when I force them to eat, they will throw it up later on and that it also doesn't help...like then. Last time Tora did this, they ended up in the hospital for 2 weeks. Me and Wakasa noticed it to late, I still blame myself for this...Wakasa probably too.
I need to help Tora...but how...
Kazutora's pov
Shin didn't say anything for a while now, he seemed to be lost in thoughts, so I took my chance and quickly left the room saying that I'm going out. Before I went out, I got dressed in one of the new outfits me, Shinichiro and Izana bought.
(This one)
And so, I left the apartment. I looked at my phone to see that it was still 2 hours before I'll meet up with Mitsuya. I didn't know hat I should to until then, so I just went to the nearby park and sat down on a bench. I felt like being watched, so I looked up and saw some kids starring at me. One of the kids whispered something to another. Then one of the children slowly started walking towards me.
To be continued
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The fake death (Bajifuyutora)
FanfictionI'm bad at description T^T This is an au, where Shinichiro is alive! Kazutora musician au! How will Toman react when they find out that a certain someone faked their death? Kazutora having gender crisis.