Thinking of you..... ~Niall Horan Fanfic <3~

I woke up my heart still racing from my dream, One of the same dreams I keep having. Niall left. I just dont understand why I cant get over the fact that he left to be with the boys and I wouldnt see him for whole year. Maybe it was because he was everything to me, He just didnt know that. I slid out of bed and threw on a black tank top and a purple lacey shirt over top with dark jeans. I ran down the stairs and grabbed my phone, which I had left charging on the kitchen table. I had a text from Harry. It read,

' Niall misses you like crazy....' I smiled. If only he knew how much I missed him.

'I miss him so much. I miss you guys too.' I texted back.

"Avalon! Get down here!" My mum yelled.

"Coming!" I sighed. I ran into the kitchen and found my mum making breakfast.

"Mum, I not hungry. Can I go to Spencers house?" I asked. She nodded. I slipped on my new Bearpaws and skipped outside. I hopped into my car and drove off. I was at Spencer's flat in 15 minutes or so. I barged right in and found him sitting on the couch watching T.V. and texting.

"Hey Avy." He looked up.

"Hi Spenc. Who ya texting over there?" I asked.

"Just asked Zayn when is the exact date there coming back. I know you miss Niall, But I hear he misses you more than you miss him."He smiled.

"Doubt it. I wish I could just burst out and tell him exactly how he makes my heart flutter and how the butterflies errupt in my stomach when im around him....But it wouldnt do anything. I'm nothing to him. He's probably still 'in love' with Emmy." I shrugged. Emmy is my best friend, But I dont get why she had to be the one Niall liked. But if hes happy with her, I guess I could force a smile on my face.

"Dont doubt it. You and Niall belong together, Thats for sure. Your beautiful and im sure he can see that also. Dont worry." He explained.

Spencer's POV:

Yea, If you haven't realized I love Avalon. I just want her with Niall though. I just want her happy and safe, And if I want that, I need it to be her and Niall. She ran up and hugged me.I hugged her back so tight. The feeling of her in my arms is someting I will never forget.

"I love y-......Your shirt, I love your shirt." I studdered. She gave me a funny look and then smiled.

"Uh, Thanks?" She said with a pluzzed look. I pulled away from the hug. I cant believe I almost blew it all....That was close. She sat down on the couch right next to me.

"So.... You gonna survive without Niall?" I asked, Trying to start a coversation.

"I think so... Well atleast I hope so. I know getting over him isnt an option but I atleast want to be strong enough to go on without him. But so far, I can't even do that." She sighed.

"Yes you can. You just miss him to much right now. Im sure you will be better soon. On the bright side, When you do see him I bet you wont be able to stop smiling." I explained.

"Yea. So in other words I wont be happy for another year...." She said.

"No thats not what I meant. But you will always have me. I love talking to you, And im not going anywhere anytime soon." I shrugged. I didnt think I was helping much, But I was trying.

"Yea, I guess I will always have you. But I just want him to come back, And stay. Stay here. I'm really happy for him and he's in an amazing band, But I do wish that I could still see him." She replied. I could tell she missed him, But at the same time I realized I had absolutely no chance with her. I watched as she laid out on the couch. I threw her a pillow and watched her fall asleep.

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