Really!!!!!(Nobita x dekisugi) fanfiction

WHAT A NIGHT

Dekisugi's POV

I've been wandering in the mall for the past 30 minutes but couldn't find a single decent sofa for my apartment, uhhh this is going to take a while, i should take some home essentials first then let's look for sofa and i have to take it today or I'll miss the 50% off.
I took a right turn and there I saw, Tamako aunty twisting nobitas ears and a laughing doreamon, i really want to laugh but i didn't because i really don't want Nobita san to feel bad,

"Hii, Aunty" i said, and immediately aunty let go of nobi kun's ears and looked at me "Hello dekisugi, what are you doing here??" She asked sweetly, I'm envious of Nobita san for having such a sweet mother, mother....... "Well Aunty, it's a sales day = 50%off and i can't let this chance go right?" She look bewildered and dora san looked at nobi san almost in a mocking way and Nobita Kun looks like his soul left his body, hahahaha the look on his face fabulous.

"Absolutely, we can't let this chance slid but where is your mother? It's been so long since I last saw her and I've promised her the first thing I'll do when I'm back is to visit her and your mom's an angel" an angel yes she WAS an angel but she left me not only her but my whole family they left without me.... Everytime anyone ask about mom or my family, it feels like a thousand knives are stabbing my heart, i just wanna cry but i can't, i looked down insted, summoning what little courage i have in me to answer her,

"You can't fulfill your promis to her aunty, not anytime soon" i tried to say it as calmly as possible but like everyone else my voice also betrayed me and my stupid emotions got the best of me, i feel like tornado of emotions are twisting painfully in my head, i really want to go home and cry my heart out on my pillow cause atleast my pillow will not make fun of me for grieving at the loss of my loved ones, atleast it will not say 'your a man don't cry like a lil girl' or 'snap out of it ' or 'it could be worse' like WHAT COULD BE WORSE THAN LOOSING YOUR WHOLE FAMILY???? I hate it "umm can i ask why?" How innocent is she??? Anyone will be able to tell from my face but huhhh

"Well, Aunty I'm an orphan now been one of the past 4 years, my whole family was murdered 4 years ago" after i said that, my tears just break free one after another tears just keep coming out of my eyes and i let them, i can't handle it anymore, i don't know what she think of me anymore, out of the corner of my eyes i saw Nobita san looking sad but why is he sad?? He hasn't lost anyone yet let alone his family.

" I..i... I'm really sorry i shouldn't have bought up such sensitive topic so casually I'm really very sorry" Auntie is looking like she can have a panick attack any minute, my heart clenched painfully all of a sudden i feel overwhelmed but i have to say something i can't just run away " it's ok Aunty" i looked her straight in the eyes but who am i fooling Tamako san??? Not a chance she's sweet but not dumb i have to go,

I did the only thing that i hate the most, i ran away from there as fast as i could before i can make a big fool of myself but nobita san started chasing me, no please he's the last person, i would like to see me in this state "dekisugi, dekisugi" oh lord his voice is soo beautiful just like Isabella's lullaby but i can't stop here.

As soon as I or should I say we, entered the restroom i didn't know what to do so i just stood in front of the mirror and looked at myself, eyes red from crying, tear-streaked face, body shaking like a leaf,only one word came in my mind pathetic, they said right i should also have died along with my family "don't i look pathetic, crying, I'm a man and yet here i am crying" i turned around and started walking toward him, i don't know what got into me,

"You know i never did anything wrong, i always did what others expected me to do and that's being good at everything but do you know what they did to me??? They just said'sorry for your loss' and then went away" i didn't say all the nasty things they said like 'why is he alive?' or 'is he behind all this?' why, why can't they understand that i too want to die, "like what do you mean by that?? Will that bring my dead family back? Why dis i tried soo hard to please everyone when i could've said the phrase I'm sorry and be done with that hah are you also going to make fun of me??? For rambling out of control and crying? I know you'll also turn your back to my and it's ok it's not like I'm your friend or anything" and as long as I've remembered he used to hate me when we were in school just because of shizuka, just because he think we were dating like seriously he's an idiot, why is he staring at me? Is he gonna make fun of me?? My head was creating all the worst case scenario when suddenly he hugged me,

Nobita hugged me, he is warm and comfy and i just want to snuggle up and stay like this, his heart beat is sooo calm and soothing,

"You know deki san i don't blame you, i also use to think that if a girl cry it's ok because as the saying goes 'girls are weak' but I'll be damned if i don't say that they are not the stronger creature alive, and it's bad for boys to cry because crying show weakness" he started rubbing circle on my back and it some how calmed me down a little, his voice is deep and velvety if someone walked in they will probably think that we are a couple,

"it was my grandmother who has heard this because i was soo stubborn that even after getting a fractured bone i have refused to cry when i was little, and she has smacked me soo hard saying that whoever have teached her grandson this nonsense she'll kick slap them into a parallel universe because girl or boy we are all human not a robot, we also feel sadness, happyness, worry, sympathy, anger and all the other emotions so it's ok just cry it out it's better to cry then keep it all botteled up and wait for your self to just crumble under the pressure," the way he said this so casually, that crying is ok but nobody has taught me that they all say, you can't cry you are a man be strong and that has a huge impact on me, that's the reason i don't want to cry ever, i feel him nuzzling my neck softly, ok now I'm sure my face is red like a tomato,

"Thank you so much nobita" he has helped me if it wasn't for him i would never have let my emotions out so freely, it's really weird that how we use to be so awkward around eachother but now I'm soo comfortable it feel good to have a should to cry on, "it's ok" he said and make no effort to pull away or break the hug guess I'll stay like this a lil longer.

An eternity later
I pulled away and oh lord his shirt is wet "I'm soo sorry Nobita san" i said looking at him with big doe eyes, i don't know why i did it but ehh whatever " it's ok, it's not a big deal are you ok now??" He asked, his voice is filled with concern "I'm ok thanks to you" i smiled and turned around washed my face and got out, Nobita san stayed in the washroom because he has to do something? I don't know and now i have to go home but i have to sneak out because i don't want to meet, aunty again.

Just as i was about to go out of the mall guess what, i meet mrs nobi again why is my luck so rotten?? " Are you ok dear?" She asked, "yes Aunty, I'm ok, bit i have to go now" i Said "dekisugi san, if it's ok with you can you please come to our home, and please don't hesitate mom wants to treat you to dinner" doreamon said in a way that i can't say no at all but outside it looks like it's gonna rain anytime "ok I'll go" oh lord this is the first time I will go to Nobita's house for a dinner, huh it's gonna be a long night.

I'm sooooooooooo sorry for late update but i have a lot of work and my exams are around the corner so the updated will be a lil late but don't worry next chapter is gonna be a bit spice if you know what i mean 🌚🌝 and there will be a part 2.

Bye hearts take care of your self and happy Pride month 🏳️‍🌈