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Taehyung's pov

Gosh, I am so weak In front of him.
I know I could cry any minute.so that's why I left like a coward.

I don't know what to feel right now!
The one I tried to forget didn't happen
Moreover. Eager to be with him like I was. This feeling increased.

But I don't come to forgive him right now! Deep down I know
I love him so so so much. But a crack is still their.
When he left me in a blink of an eye. Our one year relationship didn't matter to him.
He didn't trust me enough to give me a chance to explain.

Or

May be he is right, I am wrong here.
I didn't give him enough love to make him stay.

I hate this mixed feeling I am feeling right now.
So I do what I do when I am overwhelmed with these emotions.

I was going to light up my ciggarette when someone snatched the lighter from me.

I was going to say something but words seem to died in my throat when I saw the person in front of me.

W-w-why

I don't know how to reply to him. He was looking at me with his doe eyes filled with tears. Regret, pain, guilt, love,anger could be seen.
Again I want to run away and the same time I don't want to.

I don't even know when I had tears in my eyes till he wiped them.

I-i-i am *eek* s-s-sorry
Tae * eek*
Ughhh * eek * * eek *

I know him, he is getting irritated because of his tics. He wants to talk to me properly but his emotional state is just making tics more active.

Don't talk

He again started crying, oh no! I have to correct myself.

I mean don't talk, your tics are getting worse. It's not good for you.

I want to hug him. Badly, calling him by his sweetnames but something is stopping me. I don't know.

But before that I register, I felt his strong muscular arms around my waist and his face in my neck.
Only sobbing and sniffing sounds could be heard on rooftop.

I hesistantly hug him back.
I felt his tense body immediately relaxed when I hug him back.

This habits, reactions always make my heart flutter. As I can make my baby bun loved, safe, happy.
B-but then I remembered why
He broke up.
I lose my grip around him.
But he just hug me more tightly.

I don't know why he is doing this. If he loves me why he left!

W-why you are hugging me n-now, y-you didn't want to see my face right!!
So w-why

I am tired of this. I want answers. It's clear we have to talk.
I don't want to lose him. We have to make this right.

He slowly backed up.

He looked into my eyes directly with his red and swollen eyes.

He took a deep breath.
It's like he is preparing for something. He is taking deep breaths to calm himself?

He slowly reached for my hand and gently hold it
I can  remove it in one go. But I didn't. I want him to say what he really feels
I want to know about his feeling. It's not like he doesn't open up but he really didn't tell me how he feels. And today
I want that.

I -I
Saw you with a *eek* girl
I s-saw that on our anniversary you were *eek* hugging that girl.
At * eek* the same place where we met.. I * eek*
Thought I -I thought you like her, she was beautiful than me. I was not. She-she I thought I lost you
I thought you didn't love me * eek * y-you ignored me the whole day *eek*
And my dumbself *eek*
Came into the conclusion that * eek* that you want to leave me. S-so I left you * eek*
I -I -I am so so so sorry
It was always like that people coming into my life and left me for another.
*eek *
I -I was scared. So so so scared to have  another heartbreak s-so I left
*eek* I am s-sorry baby
I left you * eek *
Ignore you * eek*
I will never repeat this again I promise.
Pls * eek * pls pls forgive me love *eek* .