I don't know why I feel so anxious. I feel very anxious about everything. if a friend leaves me on seen, I instantly start to overthink. what is wrong with me? when did I become like this? I swear I wasn't like this. that fucking breakup fucked me up. I was not such an emotional baggage. I'm losing all my friends, no one wants to be with me. I swear I'm trying so hard not to let it affect me but it affects me so much. I can't tell anyone anything, I don't trust anyone. I can't trust anyone. if I tell anything to anyone, they'll just think I'm doing it for sympathy. they'll make fun of me, they'll think that I'm just a crybaby, how I don't know how to go on with my normal life without overanalyzing everything. I'll just end up wasting everyone's time. but I don't think I'll be able to keep all of this inside me anymore. I tell my friends every day that I never cry as an act of trying to be tough, but I cry every single day. I hate feeling this way. it has already been close to 6 months since the breakup, I thought time would heal everything, but when?
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Piece of me
Non-FictionI don't want to fail in my life. I swear I will change myself for the better. . . . . . . nothing to see here . . . . . . just a hormonal teenager sharing a piece of her life . . . . . . why are you still here? curious? bored? . . . . . . . don't w...
