part five (last part)

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This is the last part of my story life as a teenager now in this part I'm just going to talk about how my life was turned upside down from good to evil to horrible to bad then back to good now like I said in part four I'm starting to get the normal life that j want but I come to realize that all the things that I want in my life I have to work for those things and yes I know I need to work for what I want but sometimes it's good for me to ask people for help and they will help me but other times it's like I can do bad all by myself and I'm not going to lie yes it does drive me up the wall but every now and then I'll find a quiet place to escape to and I'll just sit there and listen to my clam music and think about all the good things that God is going to do for me and my life and all I have to do is pray about it I'll be okay because by the grace of God I'm lucky to have the life that I'm living now and yes sometimes I want to end my life but I know that I have my grandfather in heaven watching over me and he wants to see me do great things in life so only because I'm trying to carry out the grandfather's promise that's the only reason why I'm still fighting and yes I deal with depression anxiety stress and pain but I come to realize that I'm going to desk with all that in life because it's life and life brings me depression anxiety stress and pain and no I don't like it but what can I do all I can do is carry out the promise that I made to my grandfather before he died because that day when he died I didn't know that was going to be the last time I see him and yes I was heartbroken because I lost my best friend my everything my life and when he died I died too because he was my light my world my girl to person and now it's been eight years since my grandfather has been gone and yes his death still hits me sometimes I cry myself to sleep and other times I'll just go outside and talk to him about my day and yes I know he can't respond the eagle I want him to but that's onsg because I know deep down inside of my heart he loves me and he wants the best for me and with all that's being said I want to say be grateful for what you have because you never know when God will come and take it away from you so we should be grateful for what we have even if it's the smallest details we should be grateful for what we have because the same way God gave it to us is the same God will take it from us so be grateful and stay blesses I love you all and thank you for letting me tell y'all about my life as a teenager.

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⏰ Last updated: May 31, 2022 ⏰

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