Caged bird

Ch 5

"please stop" I screamed in pain when I felt his thrust getting harder , I could feel the knife roaming all over my body cutting my already bruised skin, both of our body covered in blood and sweat
I felt his head dip down to my neck and suck on the delicate skin of my collar bone , Then he wrapped his hand around my neck and applied pressure there , successfully cutting my oxygen supply , I clawed at his hand but he just tightened it in response, my lungs started burning with need for oxygen , my mind started to get foggy with the lack of air

I woke up breathing heavily , coughing . Instinctively my hands went to my neck and I winced , those cuts and hickeys were still raw and fresh from last night

my eyes welled up with tears but I quickly blinked them away . No I won't cry again , I got up from my small bed and went to the bathroom, I splashed some cold water on my face in hope to calm my nerves , and looked at myself in the mirror, a person stared back at me who I couldn't recognize, gone was the shine those emerald eyes once held , now they just look....empty , the once crystal clear skin now covered In numerous scars , bruises and hickeys

I sighted and went to bed , I closed my eyes and let those demons who hide in the darkness consume me

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never gonna give you up , never gonna let you down

I groaned as my alarm started to blast on full volume , I switched it off and sat on the bed , I rubbed my sleepy eyes and looked at my phone 7.30 am

I threw the blanket off my body, and went to the washroom, I did my business there and took a cold shower since I didn't had the privilege to use warm water . After a quick shower I wrapped the towel around my body and went to my closet to decide what I should wear , not like i have that many options since I don't own that many
cloths

I dropped the towel and looked at my closet , I decided to wear a simple tshirt and some baggy jeans

I wore them and looked at myself in the full length mirror , the outline of my breast was visible. I sighted, why can't God just make me a boy , i looked at the ceiling feeling disgusted by my body . I started to scrape my neck, a old habit of mine during times like this

tears threatened to fall from eyes ,no don't cry , don't cry I kept chanting in my head

I looked at the clock and saw that the time was now 8.00am , i took a deep breath, it's not the time to have a mental breakdown

I quickly changed my tshirt to a over size tshirt and I wore a binder underneath

I looked at myself again in the mirror and I was happy the way it hid my titties

I looked at my arms and neck , they were covered in numerous deep purple hickeys , I grabbed a foundation and applied a lot there to hide them

Braya's outfit

I took my school bag and quickly got out of my room and went to the kitchen

I saw elio standing in the middle of kitchen ,his face towards the window and he looked deep in thoughts

so I decided to help him by splashing cold water on his face , he screamed and clutched his hands to his chest

"fucking dumb bitch, why would you do that" he said panting, I just gave him a cheeky smile in return and opened the fridge to find something good to eat

I saw his leftover pizza and  grinned , looks like I found what I'm gonna eat for breakfast. 

I took a quick glance his way to find he was busy looking at his phone ,perfect
I quickly took the pizza out of the fridge and started eating it , i moaned at the tatse , it tasted heavenly

"What the fucking fuck" I heard elio scream again , I looked at him and saw him coming towards me more like running

I dashed towards the front door in hope to escape him but he was faster than me , he tackled me on the ground and started tickling me , "nooo stop" I shouted while laughing, he kept tickling me until I felt like I couldn't breath, "bitch I'll die sto-op" I said while coughing/laughing

elio got off me with a victory smile , he was about to say something when his eyes went wide and he looked at his watch and said

"fuck we are officially late for our first day of school"

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Authors note
Fun fact- the name braya means brave and the name elio means sunshine