My story❤️

The moment i began loving the blade✋

I broke the seals& managed to rip out the blade. I sat there bellowing the tears down my weak pale face, I could taste the salty taste of my powerful tears! As I didn't wipe them away. I grab the beautiful sharp, silver blade and slides it down my arm covered my whole arm with cuts& blood. It felt so good I had never been so relieved of the pain like that before! I felt alive I felt 2% like I was in control. I'd wipe the blood away and carry-on crying some more, I moved onto my other arm and done the same thing lashing out at my skin as much and as hard as I wanted I was in control for that moment in time.