Hey guys just wanted to let you know, I'm gonna try and keep up with this story as best as I can and I really hope you guys enjoy reading it! Its been a long time coming and I'm glad to finally publish Chapter 1. Just so you know although I have not worked out the entire story, I can promise that their will be no graphic (sexual) descriptions however their may be some triggering moments so if you feel like you want to stop reading please do x Their also may be so!e swearing but yeah enough of me let's get into the story...
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Dan's POV:
I sit alone at my computer desk as usual. Nothing seems to be connecting me to the real world. Although I feel very much alive I'm not so sure I am.
As I scroll through MySpace I notice the constant images of the person I want myself to be. I know I never will. I'm going to live like this forever I know it and nothing can change that. Forever a 'fucking gay loser' as the people at college would say.
I move my mouse cursor over to the right hand corner of the screen selecting the second link: YouTube.
Maybe Phil will help me today, maybe just maybe he'll help me to feel like I'm part of this internet community....maybe I won't feel so alone.
"Ping" My phone goes off and as I turn to look at it I notice the twitter icon with AmazingPhil written next to it. 'Just listened to the new Muse song #obsessed'
I immediately swipe and reply trying to be the first one, typing ferociously away my finger joints aching with exercise. 'OMG ik right its perfect'.
I set my phone aside noticing I'm the 50th reply, nothing will work he's never going to notice me.
I get back to YouTube and for once, I find it hard to listen to Phil's words they fade in and out of my mind, as my thoughts surround it. Why do I bother keep trying he doesn't even care that I exist.
"Ping" My phone goes off and oh great Phil's tweeted again woohoo I'm not sure I care anymore. I give up trying but then out of the corner of my eye I see the word 'favouri-'
"Ping" 'AmazingPhil has began following you'. Wait what?!?!?!
"Ping" 'New message from Amazing Phil' Okay this is ridiculous someone pinch me I'm dreaming....
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