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So may 30, the day i planed on annoying my wonderful boyfriend and guess what happened, he got angry because at first i talked about my ex (bruh i was only 13 that time hahahahaha) then he ended the call which means i succeed on making him feel jealous and angry (which i regretted eventually) then i said sorry and call him cause i feel bad then not long after he chated me. Then after few hours it was night time and i decided to say "why need to know?" Well he got so freaking angry because maybe he thought that it was my ex so he got angry and we got into an argument then may 31 that's the day i apologize, around 5:00 pm and he said "finally, you apologized" and i said "i really do feel bad" then he said "i love you" then he  messaged to the word i said, the "why need to know" one and he said "see?" Then i said "i know i know, im sorry babe" and he said "it's fine" then i told him that "babe i have a aunt flow (menstruation) and he said "oh" (he knows what his going to do. Then i told him "that's why i was too emotional yesterday (may30) then he said "im sorry" (cause he got angry at me and i said "no it's fine" then he said "sowwy🥺 my love, i love you" and i said "thanks for saying sorry but you don't have too" then i said "i love you too" and he said "i love you more" then i said "i love you three million" (if i or him said that it means it's the end of the i love you battle) then he just chated "hihi" then i suddenly said something "did you know that?" Then he ask "what?" and i said "that i love you so so much?" Then he said "yes yes, i love you so so much too" then i chated "hahahahaha, hm~~" then he said " wuv u" i said "wuv u too" then the next morning he asked "did you eat?" Then i said " no not yet" he said "why?" I told him "my lower abdomen hurts" he said "aww my poor baby" then he then said "but still eat okay?" And i said "yes yes" then he said something "okay and please don't skip"  and i said " yes yes" then he said "okie, go tale a rest" and i said "yes" then he said "oh wait, if you got bored i found something interesting fore you to watch" and i said "hahahahaha, thanks. I love you" then he said "i love you more" then i said "i always knew you do~" the he said "hihi" (btw this is june1) hahahaha yep that's how it goes if ever we fight or have an argument. Sad he already turned 15 before me but tomorrow i will be 15 too hahahaha, his just 3 months older yet he kept teasing me that he is my oppa! Tsk i wish i didn't tell him the meaning😭. Yep we met each other on online well online school to be exact, were classmates and we've been bestfriends for months and we kinda started to like each other and now were together were 4 months already why am i sharing this but this is to prove that not grown ups can only love someone, doesn't mean were kids or teens we can't love and it's just puppy love, in this age we knew what love is already. Btw if ever someone mess with me here be ready. He is kinda scary ya know, he has visited the guidance for a lot of times already and uh don't worry he is kind but don't get into his nerves and don't do something he doesn't want. Plus never hurt me or say something inappropriate about me. Oh i remembered the time when me and my cousin went to the park near my house and there's this boys looking at me and saying things inappropriate about me and he got angry he is calm talking with me but bruh he is worried as fuck that he can kill those boys who did that to me but killing is a sin so hahahaha he can't do that. Plus when his annoyed or angry you can see it on his eyes, his gaze were pretty scary so im scared about and he told me not to get scared of him and if i get scared of him he will always makes me feel safe by hugging me and saying comforting words. Btw i told ya'll that i once was his friend and yep i know what happened with his ex and i kinda hated her for doing that but we friends we go to the same choir so i have to be kind and respectful. Im proud of my wonderful boyfriend that makes sure that this crazy girl stop going after him, bruh she chated my boyfriend and said " i'll wait for you and your gf to break up then we will be together again" i was like what da heck?!  ARE YOU A DOG THAT WAITS FOR SOMEONE'S LEFT OVERS?! Then after what my wonderful boyfriend told her she stoped. Well actually the first one was her asking him to be with her again but he already have me so he said "fuck off" and i was like (in my head: good boy baby, that's what im talking about) she was begging him SHE LOOKS LIKE A DOG WHO BEGS FOR HER OWNER! Let's say she's kind and always helpful but bruh how many innocent boys are you going to hurt in that age?! YOUR ONLY 12 THAT TIME AND YOUR 13 ALREADY HAVE YOU GONE CRAZY?!😭 she's younger than me so i RESPECT heard that?! Im 14 turning 15 and i wanna smack her! I DON'T CARE ID SHE'S TALLER THAN ME, CAUSE I KNOW SOON I WILL BE MORE TALLER THAN HER! Btw my boyfriend sister is now always stick to her after me and her argument, well she avoids me all the time. Yow if you know me well you should not get angry at me and just let me get hurt by you even though your only 12. Like she was too close minded and i hate that can't she just care for me once?! I've never felt that but i always care for her and always there for her, she never understands why i mostly accidentally hurted her, i've explained that i have this things that can trigger me and make me blind by my angriness and will say something bad I don't know I explained it in a way for her to understand BUT SHE DIDN'T okay imma stop that's all for today. Why do i always get a bad thing and luck. It makes me feel like im a monster.

Hahahahaha memories will be memories, bruh he broke up with me because of him having a new one, i wish i didn't say yes so that I won't be even remembering how much he hurt me.

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