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My Girl

I'm not gonna lie. The guest this episode is so beautiful. Natural, sweet and soft. Just like most of the exes I've been with. But most of this beautiful soft-hearted exes are disappointments. And ended up with nothing but a heartbreak

I glanced at Hyunjoo. So carefree and loud. She has some cosmetic procedures done here and there but she's nonetheless beautiful in her own way. And so kind, warm and loyal. We are wearing some shades of orange today. Her call. She knew the guest will be a beautiful female. This twinning thing is a message to others that we are a couple. Can't wait to announce it to the whole world.

I never experience someone who is so passionately in love with me before. But here I am, deeply madly in love with the celeb of all celeb. All the men wants her but her eyes are only on me. And then, everything shatters.

"Yeobsang-ah what are you doing?"

"Just eating."

"Alone?"

"Yes. Why?"

"Good. Lee joo myung is our guest tomorrow. And you have been very obvious with your selection of teammates all these while. So tomorrow, during rock paper scissors, I'll let you win. And you pick the guest first okay?"

"HYUNG!" the phone went dead. Gosh. How am I going to tell her. She's already very jealous about me and other actresses. I mean, I am flattered when she gets jealous because most of my exes are cold. It made me feel good.

It's okay I'll share this piece of info with her in the car on our way to set. I'll pick her up, gave her some flowers and then break the news, give her an assuring kiss. And be on our merryWay.

But i didn't. She wasn't feeling too well today and I let her sleep throughout the car ride. Poor girl, she's been up working.

"Jagiya, don't enter together. Jae suk will be unhappy. Walk a few steps behind me okay?" I talked to Jessi as we approached the set. She visibly slowed down and I walked in and bowed at the others. And then I saw her - Joo Myung. Really pretty girl. Joo myung bowed at me slightly and smiled. I smiled back.

This is not going to be good.

We greeted Somin and did the introductory bit, everything's going well. My girl sticks to Somin like glue. She misses her alot. And then, the real deal, picking teams. I saw Jaesuk gestured me to come forward with 2 fingers up. That must be a sign, he's choosing scissors. I want to get paid, I want to still be in Season 4 if there's any.

And there it goes, I picked Rock, won the whole round and choose Jumyoung. Nara ooh-ed suggestively. But i saw a glimpse of Mijoo frowning, looking perplexed. This girl has been a great supporter between Jessi and I. I wished I can explain everything but Jaesuk smiled at me knowingly, then proceeded to pick Nara. Great. I'll win the next round and pick my girl.

But I didn't. Jaesuk won and he picked her to be in his team. I'm screwed. I saw her walking towards Jaesuk smiling softly but I know she's disappointed. She's been having a hard time these past few weeks and has told me that emotionally she's not doing well. Also, the lack of sleep. Sometimes filming can get really tiring, and I'll see her struggling to stay awake. On occasions like that, I will give her hand a gentle squeeze and she will blink her sleepiness away.

I seriously love her. Her hard work, her dedication to her craft, her selflessness. And I hate that she's misunderstood.

I gazed at her lovingly. She glimpsed at me and then looked away. I heard some mindless chatter beside me. Ah, Jumyoung. She was asking me what's the strategy to know what's fake or what's not. I told her, I wished I knew but I am not as sharp as Jessi or Somin.