The edge.
I could see everything. Everything. It was so beautiful.
This building was so tall. I would most certainly die if I fell off of it.
The push that I need... it wasn't a physical one. It was a mental one. I needed a mental push to get me off of the edge.
Just jump, honestly. Stop standing around wasting time.
Fine, fine. Calm down... I'm breathing. Taking it all in.
Taking it all in takes thirty minutes?
Shut.
I looked around. Everyone around me was frozen in time. I looked down. The cars below were also frozen. Everything was.
I saw a bird, raven. Wings outstretched, mid-soar.
I touched its silky black feathers as everything came back to life. The people around me unfroze. The cars were rolling again.
Get down from there!
Thoughts. Just thoughts. They were all shadowy figures.
Don't do it, ma'am... please don't.
Gender.
I hate it. Hate how everyone assumed what you are.
I'm a girl on the outside, but a boy on the inside. I'm 'indecisive'. Gendefluid.
Gay.
I took a step, and for a moment I was suspended in the air, just hanging out midair.
Then the fall came.
I looked around. Birds. Cars. People. Cameras. Sirens. No matter what, none of them could stop me.
None of them.
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These are gonna be so short-
The amount of times I changed this... I don't even want to think about it.
Alright, bye.
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Everlasting Fall
Historia CortaThe things a boy sees while he is falling. This is just something I created. Not a fanfic or anything. Just something I would like to make about suicide and shit. Main character is me. Updates will be when I feel like it. #12 in mythoughts
