Just Love Me Already

No. (Kirstie's POV)

I know Mitch is unhappy. Its my fault isn't it? Admit it Kirstie, Its all you.

I can see him trying to hide it. He doesn't hide it very well. It must be bad. Maybe I should just break up with him. Will that make him happier? I don't know what I'm thinking. I just hope we can work this out.

"Mitch. I wanna talk." I tell him from the kitchen. He has locked himself in his room again. I hear his bedroom door open. "Am I in trouble?" He asks with his eyebrows lowering. "No." I giggle. I bring him to the couch and sit down with him. He fake laughs and I interrupt him. "Are you happy?" I say and he stops laughing. He looks at his feet. "Do you love me?" I ask. Tears are filling his eyes. I know the answer. He looks up at me. "No."

(AN)
Sorry I haven't updated in a while. There has been some things I needed to focus on and still need to focus on. I have this friend and he is my best friend. We were so close even though we've known each other for like a year. We were both depressed and my mom decided it was best to keep me away from him. So we can't talk. We can't hang out. We can't do anything together. I'm sorry I just need to get this out. At night, I lay in bed and cry. I have one of my hands over my mouth so I don't make noise and the other on my stomach because I'm crying so hard it hurts. I've been doing this every night ever since we split up. I am on the verge of tears all day at school, after school, just all the time. I'm really sorry I just had to get this out. But I love you! 😊