A search for love/life

First Day- The star

Just imagine that one person in your school, looks like a weirdo, don't talk with anyone, is with head phones every time and is weirdly in love with astrology? That's me, I'm Henry and i am 15 years old, i am a 2nd high school student.

Not gonna lie, my life is not that interesting but sometimes it can gets a little intense, because guess what? I'am also autistic, cool right?! Yeah... that's why i don't have friends, but i have my sister Mia! She is the best and is always there for me, anyway, i'm not gonna continue talking and talking, just come with me and experience my first day on a new school, with new people, and i hope...a new life.

*brinng* *brinng*

Suddenly i hear the alarm, but i was tired and dreaming, so i turn it off and lay down again... Five minutes later my sister came running and screaming at me- "HENRY YOU GONNA GET LATE, IDIOT!" —then i realized... I have school.

- why didn't you wake me up before??? -I asked almost falling from the bed

- I called you a million of times, but you just ignored me -she says throwing a pillow at me

- urgh -i sigh while going to put my clothes

After changing, i go to the kitchen to get breakfast and there she is, my lovely annoying sister, staring at me with those scary eyes- what?? -i asked before she killed me with that stare

-Nothing, just you getting late! -Mia said rooling her eyes

-Its not my fault! And is not that late i still have 15 minutes, so shut up – i open the house door- Bye, love you idiot.

- love you asshole.

In school*

-Okay... first day hun? I hope everything goes well – I talk to myself before entering the school. One foot behind the other, and there i am, i felt like everyone was staring at me, like i was some kind of freak; I put my headphones so i wouldn't need to listen all that noise, but the eyes keeped staring at me and i didn't know what to do... so suddenly i feel someone poking my back, i turned around and it was a girl, smiling at me, probably waiting for me to take my headphones out... so i did.

- Hey! You new here right? Almost no one new came this year...- she said with a little sad face- I'm kaily! The class president, nice to meet you! Whats your name?

- H-henry... -Shit i cant believe my voice cracked right now, are u kidding me?!

- What a beautiful name! Well, we are in the same class so... see ya! -After that she just run away? I don't know, weird girl.

Okay, some time has passed and it was the class before break time, I was felling kinda dizzy so I stooped in the hallway and just saw a big guy, with the basketball uniform, coming toward me and i knew what was going to happend...

-Hey freshman, how u doing? –"Does he think i'm stupid?" I think to myself- So... I saw you earlier talking to a girl, do you know who she was?

-No, she just came to me... Kaily? I'm not sure -I knew her name, i not dumb, i just gonna pretend – She is the cheerleader captain, the president of the class and...- He threw me at the locker, that hurts -MY girlfriend, so stay away, got it?

I didn't know what to do... – Okay – I just responded, but i think that... He's the one who didn't got it, because well....

- Are you playing with me?! – He grabs my bag, just why? – You are new here right? So you apparently don't know anything around here. – What the heck is he talking about? And why is he grabbing my lunch??- So i'm gonna make something really clear here... We are the cool guys here, you are nothing, is just there to watch we shine, so... – he throws my lunch on the floor and steps on it, again... why?- If you be a d!ck head again, this stupid sandwich will be you.

Sometimes i think what would happend if people were nice to me, or if i just didn't existed... Right before i notice i was already crying, luckily those jerks weren't here anymore... Everything felt weird and i started shaking, so i sit on the ground and call my sister.

*ring* *ring* ........

-Can you please come bring me lunch?

-  it happend again?

-Yes... I'm sorry.