Heartstopper but nicks pov

Nicks pov 2

After school I walk with Charlie until we're on the other sidewalk then I walk to where my mum picked me up "good practice Nicky?" "Nick?" Yeah it was erm good I say for some reason I feel happier with Charlie..kinda..safe?..
                          -Saturday comes-
I'm hanging out with Charlie today!!! I'm so excited:)
*knock knock knock* Charlie!!! *i go to the door and open it to see him smiling at me I smile back while saying hi he says hi back um this is Nellie! I say pointing at my dog that's sitting in between my legs  smiling "hi Nellie!!<33" he says I smile while looking at him hes kind of..cute? Uh come on in! I say to Charlie  Mario cart? I say smirking "sure!:)" he says
Ugh how are you so good at this! "Im not! You get to be good at real sports I get to be good at fake ones!" He says with a small laugh you're just good at everything I say "I am not!" Yes he is. Well let's see- you're good at maths essays playing to drums befriending do-I say before he says  "Shut up!!" Then he seems to look at the window? What? I say being confused "it's snowing!" He says then we both nod at eachother running to put on our winter clothes and grab Nellie then we go into the snow laughing and enjoying our time together playing with Nellie taking pictures and being two idiots after a while Charlie has to go home:(  do you really have to go? I say with a frown "yeah my dad said I have to be home by dinner" well Nellie will miss you! "I'll miss Nellie to" then he leaves. Do I like Charlie..? It seems like I never want the days to end when I'm with him..I seem you know..happy when I'm with him
                        Why am I like this?