When the king of devils falls in love with you | P.JM

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He loves someone else and wants me to fall in love with him?
He is an asshole...
Now I know why I don't want to love him anymore...
The jealousy, which I feel now is love for him...
I've never stopped loving him. I always loved him...
It was just faded away...
I want home... I want everything of this disappeared...
I want to forget everything... him.. his touch... fake love...
Everything...
I threw myself on the bed hugging pillow tightly...
Tears started run down my cheeks...

Y/N:
"It really stabbed me... I felt it... I felt my heart sank..."

I whispered to myself, snuggling into pillow.
I hate this feeling soo much...
I hate him, because I love him... this hurts me a lot...
I want to lose it but I can't... I put wall, but he broke it...
He broke my wall...

Y/N:
"I want to get out.. I want to lose that feeling.."

I don't know how long I've been crying... but cold wind made me sat up and look around the room.
I was alone, but it felt like he was here... watching me...

Y/N:
"I know you are here. If you care for me a little bit... let me go. I know, you care for me.... If you wouldn't care for me, by now demons would have taken me away... Please, don't let me suffer."

I knew... he is here.. I can feel his aura in my room...
He can hide himself, but not his dark aura...
Even if he tries to hide his aura, I still feel it...
I got up from bed and went closer to the window, which was open... black smoke ball become visible.
I stepped closer to it and his eyes met mine..
He was hurt, like I was...
We both were hurt...
I waved my hand around him, to make smoke go away.
Placing my hand on his cheek, I gave him a little smile.

Jimin:
"I'll take you home tomorrow."

My hand flinched a little from his words...
I don't want to go home...
What's wrong with me?... I want, but I don't want...
It's like then I see him... he starts to control me... or maybe I can't control myself anymore...
He placed hand on my back, another hand under my thighs lifting me up.
He laid me on the bed and made himself comfortable next to me.

Jimin:
"I'll stay next to you tonight.. Even if you hate me."

I looked at him and nodded...
I hate him, because I love him... but still that doesn't make any sense to me anymore...
My existence doesn't make sense anymore...
Closing my eyes, I felt him hugging me... Little bit of effort of his made my heartbeat increase..