「 HAYIGAN 」_"肺癌"_ | taekook

xvi

Warm liquid passed along my throat, soothing the burning sensation that had within my stomach for past hours, I took the chamomile tea carefully placed it on the wooden stool without dropping it onto you which is on my lap, fidgeting with the hem of my shirt.
I put my fingers through your soft brown locks and nuzzled them slowly.

"Kook"

"Hm.."

"I really wanted to give you a silver bracelet, but- but I didn't have money to buy"

"Hey, what- you don't need to do that, I don't want anything from you,  you are just enough "

"No, its- um, my mom gave it to my dad too, its like-if you give a silver bracelet with name carved, then you would live happily together"

"Eh, I don't believe in those"

"I do, and I will someday"

"Oh yeah, says the one who belived unicorns appear from fireplace"

"Shut it kook"

"Stop. Hakajajajaj please it tickles"

Your hands tickled me , knowing very well that I'm damn sensitive,  I tried to escpe you but you hold onto me tighter, I laughed so much crinkling my eyes but suddenly felt a harsh pain in my chest, it felt really heavy as if my chest is being hitten by a rock, the world spinned and wave of nausea hit me with an immense headache feeling to throw up.

I quickly ran into the bathroom locking the door while I heard you calling my name laughing, the chest kept pounding even louder when a violent cough started, nonstop,  I couged feeling my veins in head throbbing almost as if they are gonna pop.

But suddenly with the last cough i spit to the sink, holding it carefully that I won't fall, vision was blurred but It was clear enough to see the red staines painted all over the milky white sink basin.

I looked onto my reflection throgh the morror only to see, chapped lips covered from a dark tone of red. While horrible metalic taste was on my tastebuds.

Something is wrong.

It really is.

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Kook :(