♡withdrawal♡

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Withdrawal is the after math of the addiction,
any further questions will be answered in the comments.

After my first dose of Oxy i swore i wouldn't do it again.

But then it didn't count because everyone was on drugs at a party.

And then it didn't matter at home as long as mom didn't see.

Then school.

Then all the time.

"Hey uh tsuks you know you should lay off the oxy for a bit"

"Hey uh teru why dont you suck my fucking dick, dont tell me how to live."

"Im not telling you how to live I'm saying its becoming more of an addiction then a once in awhile thing."

"So?"

"Your an addict"

"God shut the fuck up Yuuji your one to fucking talk you've taken every drug on the planet and Oxy isn't killing me."

"Its all fun and games till it is Kei and i do it for fun because i know im not an addict."

"Yeah sure"

"Tsuks I'm telling you this isn't a good look on you."

"I dont care Yuuji."

"Your not a good person anymore, you've become meaner."

"Yo Teru?"

"Yeah?"

"Why dont you go fuck yourself."

"What.?"

"Your a fucking cunt with little to no self respect and we all know that you hate yourself. You party until you black out and all these drugs just cover up your shitty life."

"Hey man dont cross that fucking line."

Terushima came closer and got close enough that i could feel him breath

"Or what."

"Tsuks i dont wanna do this."

"Ur a waste of my time and a waste of life, if your not giving me Oxy anymore don't contact me. Eat shit you fucking cunt."

And with that I left.

Thinking about it now it thing could've ended way worse, or it could've ended better.

After some self reflecting i took 2 pills and tried to forget about it all.

Lucky for me my brother found the bottle  on the floor and me out of my fucking mind on my bed.

"Kei?"

"What?"

"Is this yours?"

He showed me the bottle

"No."

I could see him getting teary eyed ready to kill or hug me.

"Kei. Is this your bottle."

"Don't tell mom please."

"Kei.."

"Please"

He told mom.

I was screamed at.

"KEI WHAT IS THIS SHIT YOU BRING IT INTO MY HOUSE AND DO IT??"

"mom please.."

"NO I HAVE SYMPATHIZED WITH YOU ENOUGH AT FIRST I THOUGHT IT WAS BECAUSE OF YOUR FATHER OR MAYBE I WAS JUST A BAD MOTHER BUT I CANT KEEP DEFENDING YOU!"

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