The Upside Down

Prologue

"You pull me in this hell again and again. I bear that pain because you said you bring our child back! Tell me Junghyeok, where is my child?!"
I couldn't help but feeling guilty while Seolhwa cried out to Junghyeok. When I wrote this scene, I didn't imagine to this come before me like that. I wrote the most painful scenes of them for my fanfiction, I was wanting to their love would be epic as much as it can. Now, when I see them like that, seeing how much they suffer, I just feeling guilty. Alongside with a weird satisfaction.
I never let go of this hypocrisy. I am always like that. While I write that fic and now too, I hadn't change in any way.
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Seolhwa is my first love and Junghyeok is my all time favorite character. I wrote them as a couple because I couldn't see myself next to Seolhwa. So I just wrote myself as Junghyeok and in this way I can protect my loved ones. In my imagination I can be strongest person and can be next to Seolhwa, as her lover. If I could be Junghyeok...