Actions Have Consequences ( Aideku)

Chapter 3: A Twist Feeling

Izuku's Pov:

It's been two days so far of House Arrest can't say it was easy. I just couldn't think straight anymore not with Mr.Aizawa in my mind. Ever since he put his hand on my shoulder I felt a spark with him and he felt it too. That's when I fully realized that I can't face him like I used to. I got all edgy and tried to sort my feelings out about how I fell in love with the guy. Maybe it was his looks. Maybe it was his personality or him being my homeroom teacher and pro hero. Yet he's always been my second favorite pro hero after All Might. But what's there not to love about the underground hero. I sighed softly when he told me I'll be under house arrest. He wasn't kidding when he said he wasn't going to assign anything it's been only two days since I saw my friends. But he allowed Hitoshi Shinso to look after me. When I was thinking train of thought. He knocked on the door peacefully.

"Come in, Shinso, "I said.

He came in and saw my expression like I was thinking my brains out which I was.

"I made you a Ramen the way you like it, Midoriya, "Shinso said.

I blushed a bit.

"T-Thanks Shinso, "I said.

"Anytime, what were you thinking about earlier when I came in?"He asked handing me the Ramen cup.

I sighed softly. "Do you really want to know?"I asked.

"If it makes you feel better, yes, "He said and began sitting on my bed while I ate my Ramen noodles from the cup.

"I can keep secret also, "He said.

I looked at him softly and my eyes really soften at him that tears were about to flow out my eyes but I kept them in. I always knew Shinso cared about me or otherwise he wouldn't have said yes right away to Mr.Aizawa. I and Shinso are like the best of friends and his affection towards me was huge it was something I needed so hard that no one can understand. It might look like all lovely Dovey but it isn't we're just really close friends that deserve each other's affections and that's it. But I never tried to cry in front of him I don't want him to see me as a weakling. But I learned that it's okay to cry, crying doesn't make you weak it just means you have been strong for too long that you eventually break in the end. I was finished with my Ramen and he took notice of it and put it on my bedside guiding me to lay down on my bed. He swiftly takes me by wrapping ib his arms.

My eyes went wide open.

"I-I have feelings for someone, "I said.

His eyes open wide staring at my green orbs and I couldn't help but blush softly. He smirks and laughs at how flustered I get.

"You are still not used to this, are you?"He asked.

I shake my head.

"That's okay neither am I, "Shinso said.

"But can I guess who it is, Deku?"The Brainwashed hero asked

"Yeah of course you can guess but I'm sorta not into girls, "I said blushing in embarrassment and looking at my hands.

He gently lifts my chin up.

"Look I won't judge you about it, it's the same way with me on how I felt with Denki, you know, "Shinso said.

"Yeah I know, I haven't told Mr.Aizawa or anybody and you're the only person who knows I'm gay. But not a lot of people know not even my mom or All might who's like a father figure to me. For the most part, it's been tough to live with my mother nowadays. Because she's the only person in my family that took care of me and love me for who I was. My father rarely comes home from his business and I rarely see him so it's been hard. I looked up to All might so much because he was my inspiration and he's the reason why I want to be a hero and why it became a dream of mine. That's what really turned All might take me under his wing and why he was a father figure o me that sticks out so well. But my childhood friend hasn't taken notice of my struggles only making them worse when I was in the same middle school as him. I know he hates me but it's hard to tell if he truly does or not it's the same if he cares about me or not. I've been trying to hang on for the longest time and someday I'll eventually break, "I said tears falling out of my eyes.