Helliam/Willry Oneshots

(Rant I guess)

I have a lot on my plate at the minute since I ended up starting shit in my Chemistry class recently, I have to learn to deal with my attachment issues and I have exams in 2 weeks, and my parents aren't really taking what I say seriously.

About the Chemistry situation, a few boys in my class were picking on my ex, and I told them to back off because no matter how pissed off with him I was, I wasn't going to just sit there and watch someone get picked on. They were hitting him on the head when they walked past, prying into personal things of his and one dickhead, let's call hom Dan, decided to chuck water at him. And the teacher didn't notice..?? I elbowed the guy who threw the water, and then his mate, we'll say Andy, chipped in saying "If you're treating Dan like that, I can't imagine what you must have done to _____" (My ex)

That pissed me off. I knew I would never purposely hurt him, so I reacted by telling him "I didn't do shit to ______", and now I'm going to get picked on a lot by the jackasses that were picking on my ex.

About my attachment issues, I have always lacked any kind of affection or attention from people, so my boyfriend being really affectionate and making sure I'm alright, I've been clinging to the feeling of euphoria that I'm not being manipulated or used and that someone is there for me. The problem is that it is distracting him in classes and it is really affecting his grades. So we've been talking and he thinks moving away from me in classes might help him, I didn't want to mention that my grades have gone up while he was around, since I don't want to guilt-trip him. It's going to be a really stressful day today, and I know that I need to suck it up and get on with things but it is really really difficult for me to.

I might be absent from Wattpad for a while until I can get my shit together and figure things out, I hope you understand.

-Rosy-