weirdest interview || hyunlix (read dsc)

6.

they started packing up their shit to leave, Felix waved to the girl saying goodbye and noticed hyunjin glancing at them.

"hey I'm not into her! I'm all yours jinnie" he teased. "oh my god.. my lixie pixie wixie discord kitten is cheating on me! I should die..I wasn't a good boyfriend that he decided to cheat on me.." hyunjin dramatically joked.

"stop being a dramatic lama man" he giggled.

they swang their hands while going towards their drive. "you know, lix sounds cute, call me lix from now" he smiled searching for his keys.

"ok lixie pixie dixie" 

"bro are you legit calling me dick sea.." he rolled his eyes.

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(time skip)

each one of them is at their own apartment now.

hyunjin entered the house while muttering 'aw, I missed you.'

-talking to his house

he didn't even bother changing, just threw his bag beside the wardrobe and layed in bed having his hands behind his neck.

"was today real?" he sighed.

he rolled over and smashed his face into the pillow in embarrassment, remembering their kiss.

"what the fuck did we really kiss in a strangers house , it could have security cameras or something.."

he hated himself for that. and kept insulting the reflection of his while looking in the mirror.

he thought he was selfish, for not asking for consent first.
he thought he was a bad friend, for kissing his best friend.
and most importantly, he thought he was weird for kissing a boy.

‼️TW,self harm/abusive parents/sa mentioned ‼️

he went downstairs admiring the decorations, thinking even deeply

of the kiss.

what if felix didn't enjoy it as he did.. felix never mentioned that he likes hyunjin. he just wanted to make sure hyunjin likes him.

hyunjin thought that he's a really bad friend for kissing his best friend and started cutting.

before he even goes deeper, he remembered his parents, how bad his father abused hyunjin and his mom.

how his father sexually assaulted his mother.

how he did it in front of a literal child.

hyunjin was traumatized his whole childhood, watching his mom suffer, he got everything he wanted but.. was he happy? he just wanted to hug his mom without his terrible dad separating them.

his mom was so pale, but she was strong for handling all this shit, and she was lowkey smart too. usually at night she sneaked to hyunjin's bedroom to admire her beautiful son and spend the night with him, they never got caught, till this one night which ruined everything.