Opposite (Larry Stylinson)

hurt .

Harry's POV
y-yea I am fine . I said as I got up, not in the mood to eat

Rachel nodded then looked at the dollar bill I was taking out

"Will you like a to go bag?"

no I am okay I faked smiled

"alright , have a good one " she said with a sympathy tone

I started walking to the bus stop
I wanted to know , when the bus came , so I decided to check online. I put in my password

••••

Siri when will the bus 34 come ?

"your bus will arrive in exactly 4 minutes "
thank you
I let go of the home button and decide to sit down and think

I felt so embressed . I felt like every person that passes by judged me . Have you ever felt that ? like your just being judge for what just happen , even though they don't know anything about you . you still feel the negative attention ? yea

I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard the bus doors open

I walked in and put ¢50 into the money machine
I went to the back and looked out the window

thoughts took over me

(remember bold = Harry's mind)

wow Harry you're so pathetic. How can Louis love you ? I bet he's just laughing at you right now . Finding it so funny how dumb struck he left you. God Harry your such a dumb ass . No wonder Louis is never with you . Cause he just was to get away from someone like you ! How does he even dealw with you ?! I can't and I am you ! Harry , pathetic loser , who should dispaer .

I snapped out of my thoughts when the bus stopped a blocked away , I didnt notice I had tears falling down my fake . I made my way out of the bus and to my way home