he texts me when he gets here and i rush downstairs to greet him. i take him upstairs to my room and we start studying. we were having a good time laughing and talking. suddenly the room goes quiet and there is an awkward silence.
i texted her when i arrived at her house and she greets me outside with a big smile on her face. she takes me up to her room and i notice her room is very neat and tidy. we start studying and we talk and laugh for a while. suddenly, there was a silence in the room. i look from her eyes to her lips and back to her eyes. her lips are like a magnet. i couldn't resist myself. i lean in closer and...
it felt like in happened in the blink of an eye. one second we were studying, the next we were making out on my bed. i knew it wasn't right. something felt off. he started to pull off my shirt and thats when i had to stop him. i wasn't ready for this. i told him he had to go home and that i'd see him at school tomorrow. he left my house and i sat there still shocked at what just happened.
i try to make myself think that it was all just a dream. that none of it happened. but no matter how hard i tried to forget it, i couldn't. at school, i ignored easton during class and in the halls. i needed to think about if i was ready for a real relationship.
kenzie seemed to be ignoring me. did i mess up everything we could've had? i text kenzie after school to see if shes ok. read, but no response. great. i think i ruined it.
easton texts me after school but i still ignore him. the doorbell rings. who could that be? oh god...
