HIS PRESENCE

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Going in relation with your best friend is something really risky because if something happens I will loose love plus bestfriend and I don't want to lose this person .
Summer vacation is gonna start and mom is planning for Pakistan but I don't wanna go I wanna stay here with Ziyad .
Let me say him
Me:good morning
Zii: good morning love
Me: how are you ?
Zii: I am fine baby . what about you?
Me: I am fine love
I wanna say something to you
Zii: say.......
Me: I am going to Pakistan on 1 July
Zii:.............................okay
Me: I don't wanna go but they are taking me also but I will be back soon I promise .trust me
Zii: I trust you love . it's fine u can go
Me: why I feel your not happy ?
Zii:chill I am fine
Me: pls smile i know u don't want me to go but I am not going far away from you . I will be back soon and I will meet you after coming back . I will make you fine I promise . please your happiness is really important for me .
Zii: I love you baby
Me: I love you 2 baby
So what you want from Pakistan ?
Zii: nothing you just come back soon okay
Me: awwwwwwww ma baby I will . I will never leave you this alone ..
Mmmmmwwwwwwaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Zii:mwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaahhhhhhhhhh 2 baby
So there is just one day be4 you leave
Me: yeah well I feel sad
Zii: please don't be sad you know I can't see you sad . give me a smile you elephant
Me: how mean I wonder monkey is so mean from when .
Zii: from the time it was born . at least I am a monkey but u elephant .
Me: okay not gonna come back from pakistan.
Zii: you sure ? Don't regret then
Me: if I am gonna regret so are you gonna regret .
Zii: keep your warning you elephant and you will be back soon if you love me .
Me: my dumbo hahhahahah you are so cute........
Zii: I am going out with friends .
Me: don't say me you are going to play with them billiards.
Zii: no I am not gonna play billiards
Me: you sure love ?
Zii: fine I am going for that only
Me: ahhhhh I knew it. My parents going for shopping with siblings but I am not going .
Zii:why?
Me: I don't feel to because I wanna go out with you .
Zii : we will meet soon baby . now its 5:10 I will go get ready and then leave home . I will message you or call you okay but sometimes you also do duffer no ones gonna steal your mobile.
Me: waow meaness never ends . yea I will call you baby dont worry . now go or I won't let you go .
Zii: hahahhahahah going love . byee babes...............

I feel so bad when I see him sad I just want him to keep smiling . I don't know but about him its something really different I am getting addicted to him . I want him more and more I think about him all the time . I keep thinking of our future I wasn't like this I never even felt for my ex like I was in relation but just for time pass but Ziyad is someone special someone whom I don't wanna lose someone with whom I wanna keep going . if he does not reply quick I feel uneasy its just that I don't wanna loose him. My whole life I have been just thinking that I will never get a guy who will love me for me not my appearance . I wasn't the beautiful type I looked the most ugly personality as he came in my life all I was changing in a good way . I am really changed now I feel confident I feel beautiful I feel happy just because of him . he is the reason for my happiness . I wanna do so much for him I wanna give him lots of love . when he is not near I miss him even if we met just now as soon as he leaves I miss him . I wanna meet him like so badly . well I hope he is fine he said he will call me soon as he gets free I am waiting. I can wait for him for my whole life .