heartstopper oneshots

fight(tao pov)

(this oneshot is based on a request)-theres a bit of angst
tao will be there main character and the oneshot is based on tao and charlies argument(?) from the show.
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taos pov:

I sat alone at the lunch table normally my freinds and I sit at. But Charlie decided to go eat in the cafiteria with nick today, and Isaac, in all honesty I have no idea where he is. He was probably at the library. I couldnt stop thinking of what Elle had told me, I cant believed charlie and rugby king nick nelson were going out. yes I knew charlie had a unbarable crush on him and there was a 5% chance they would date but i dont know. Nicks friends are like the kids who bullied him last year, im just really scared nick or his friends will badly hurt him again. But a part of me wants to trust him and believe he made the right choice. Aside from that im still offended?...well hurt he didnt tell me- i thought i was his best friend....

I cant figure out if i did anything that would have made him not want to tell me....i thought he would trust me with something. maybe he didnt think id support him? Thoughts kept ruhsing over me leaving me in a empty sort of feeling. I pull out my notebook to work on the drawing i had worked on with Elle. i tore the page out and stared down at it. "god this looks horrible" i mumbled but elle had helped so it made it better but all i could see was my work, that was not good.

"what you working on mate, that looks like a 5 year old drew it," Harry. before i could react he snatched it away from me to get a better look at it. "awww made by "tao and elle" whose Elle? do you got a girlfriend, feel bad for her." he mocked the writing at the bottom and showed his mates, which they all laughed at. "give it back." i said sturnly secretly wishing this wouldnt end bad and i could jsut go back to working (well fixing i guess) the sketch. "whatll happen if i dont give it back?" he crossed his arms sitting up straight making himself look scary,atleast thats what he was aiming for and was failing. I couldnt think of something to say i just sat there in silence hoping that a good thought would come across my mind. i opened my mouth to say soemthing yet nothing came out. "thats what i thought" he laughed and went to rip the paper. I quickly kicked him from under the table. He stopped and stud up "whats your problem?" he sounded angry. "you, youre being a proper dickhead! you always are." I stood up to match his level, even though im fairly taller than him.

He walked over to his group, paper still in hand he had his back to me, the perfect moment. I went up behind him and threw a punch at his shoulder. He flew forward a bit and turn around to me and punched me back. he dropped the paper and we started getting into it. He tackled me down to the ground, once i got on top i wacked him with my beanie across the face, at this point we had a crowd, of course. i stood up and took a breathe before he took another swing,missing. the crowd booed and laughed. I took another step back trying to back away. I pulled out a extra apple juice and splashed it across his face blinding him for a good minute.

I filled with horror as i watched charlie appearwith nick in the crowd of truham student. nick ran into the circle and pulled harry out. Leaving me there standing alone and helpless in the middle of the circle. I couldnt tell if this was sadness or anger i was feeling but i started to cry. i grabbed my beanie and the ripped paper and ran out of the circle to a spot to put my hat back on. "tao..." i heard charlies weak voice say from behind me. I turned around. seeing him made me mad, "charlie.." i end up muttering, this was the last person i wanted to see as of right now. "why?" I didnt know why, tears ran down my face again. "why didnt you tell me about you and nick? and everyone else knew too, i though we were freinds..." I moved my messy hair out of my face and looked clearly at him, he was standing there his face looked weak, it reminded me of when i found him after being bullied by ben, same stance,facial expression,tone,everything.

He stayed silent. I heard nick yelling at harry in the background. "this is all your fault!" i yelled, tears soaked my hair. I ran away. i went to the nurses offer to get some wipes and stuff to help with my bloody nose, and a icepack for my arm that took most the hits. the guilt of this whole thing finally hit me. I sat on a chair taking in everything that had just happened. I pulled out the remains of the drawing from m blazer pocket. not much, and most of it was covered in apple juice and mud. The only part that was fine was the "tao and elle" that was at the bottom of the page. i smile at it. "tao?" the principal came in, the word had fianlly gotten to him, "i heard about your fight, when you are finished cleaning yourself up come to my office we are going to have a nice chat." I nodded and when he left i let out a enlongated sigh. The nurses office had a mirror by the sink, so i went over to it and looked at it. I look so beat up...
My hair all dishaveled and damp at the ends. a few bits of blood and tears stained my cheeks, along with the mud in my hair and on my face. Lastly my eyes were red from crying. "great im a hot mess" i said quietly to myself. I got a wet paper towel and rubbed everything off my face and hands. I fixed and tried to style my hair. once i finished i got my things together and walked down to the office.
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Yay i got a actual oneshot done, i spent alot of time and thought on this so i hope you enjoyed and please vote. im not the best at 1st person so i hope it was alright. and my requests are still open. have a good night/day and stay safe-nix<3.