Toxic Relathionship

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I was lost, but you became my reason
For these tears of joy and tears of pain
And i know it won't be easy
But no matter what they say
I'll do it again for you

There's a grace in dephts of self destruction
Before i held you in my arms
I had to fight the darkness
That followed me around
But youre always been the halo
That broke the clouds.

This time i jusf want to say
Sometimes we need someone
To make us feel alive,
To help us understanding each other
Love is the most beautiful thing
But love can also hurt you
Just like eating your favorite food
Not all food is suitable for us
Some are toxic and make you sick,
So like a partner in our life.

Some give us lesson
Some give us problem

It is your decission to choose
Im hoping that you,
Me and
Us are grow together through this book.
I learn by hearing someone story
I learn by every experience that im going through
So you are,
I think we never stop learning in life
By open the heart and accepting
Everything we do is to make us feel alive.

When im open my heart means that i have accept you in my life
No,
Not unable to loving someone
But we drowning in the memories that scares us of change.

I know its not easy for you to let go
I think we just need some time
To heal us
To replace
Your lost.
Like i need time to get to know you
I regret nothing but it was an honour

You are not a rehab and its not your job to fix everyone
So stop setting yourself on fire to keep someone else warm.

We can't say to everyone how much does it hurts ourselves in reality,
Getting hurt is normal
But keeping wound is dangerous thing.
Like we learn bicycle
Falling is normal thing
But how we stay standing when we are hurt is amazing.

Sometimes wounds are are one of the things that make us strong,
And make us learn not to fall in the same hole.
It all depend
How do you recieve the things.
In essence, everything is a gift from God
Even your loved ones.
What is ours will come back to us
So appreciate and keep what you have now.

From the hearts radiates life,
Namely in results or fruit that we produce in life.

I hope you don't feel alone and find what is your peace
Come back to read it
If youre not feeling good.

-Mnc

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