I had finally leave my hometown and fly to where my parents are. I was desperately trying to forget everything that happened those times. The happenings we're still very fresh to my mind even when I'm leaving the town. But I just can't let him go in my heart easily. It was hard.
"HE HAD NO IDEA I'VE LEFT THE UNIVERSITY..... because of him."
I arrived in Manila last November 1, 2012. I told myself to forget about him already. Yes. I deleted his number in my mobile phone. I wanted to completely forget and release what we had before. I want to move on. It would be helpful anyway.
I didn't expected on the other day that we'd talk to each other again. November 2. He sent an online message (on Facebook) to me. I was regarded by him and I can't believe his having a conversation with me. I didn't ignore him. I know it won't last for an hour anyway not even thirty minutes.
I still like him. And I think I love him too. I don't know what to do anymore. I still haven't even busted him after I permitted him to show himself to me. He just went away and leave me soundlessly. No goodbye at all. He had no idea how my heart is suffering until now because of what happened before. I cried over him three times and I promised myself not to cry again. He won't even know he really meant to me that much. He'll never know from me that I was too serious about him because he'll never see me again FOREVER.
--"SWALLOWING ME and then SPITTING ME OUT"
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I am the type of girl whose heart easily gives to a gentleman. I gave all my love to them. This is the reason why I easily get to be played. I failed twice and I don't wanna make another mistake. I don't want to fail in love for the third time. I hate ROMANTIC LOVE. It's just a waste of time. That's why I'll only love my family and myself for the rest of my life.
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RomanceThis is about an average girl who failed twice in love. REMINDER: The name of the characters involved in this story is given by me. It's not there true names. (MY OWN LOVE STORY) ^_^ Happy Valentines Day! Hope you enjoy! :)
