metanoia- to turn from the darkness and face the light.
is it possible?
addy managed to get away. didn't she?
the thrill of it all seemed exciting at the start. the drugs, the alcohol, the messy relationship. how could life get any more... interes...
merry christmas addy. exactly 2 months and 2 weeks since it happened. and i'm sitting here at your bedside, you're fast asleep, peaceful, content.
my hand placed gently in yours, your warmth bringing me comfort. can you hear me? they say that some people in comas can hear those talking to them, i hope you can hear us all; how much we all miss your laugh, your voice, your smile, your eyes.. we miss you.
sam's been better recently, earning more money, being there for charlotte and effy, coming to visit you, helping your mum and dad.
amelie and justin have started an awareness page for mental health and people are donating and sending in flowers and balloons. addy you are so loved.
i know we technically aren't together anymore but i'm here for you always, i love you.
seeing as it's christmas i bought you a copy of the ring you lost a couple of years back, i never forgot so i thought now would be the perfect time. the only present you could get me and everyone else is to wake up.
December 26th 2021
I found myself struggling to open my eyes, they ached like the pounding in my head. the hangover had hit; a whole day of partying and drinking on christmas day was fun until the awakening on boxing day.
i tried my best to leave my bed and get in the shower but as i tried to do so, my door had burst open with a crying millie. the shock threw me back to my bed where i fell back.
"millie what the fuck is wrong with you it's early" i groaned. "i- it.. it's umm" she sobbed, "it's addy"
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A/N : long time no see, i'll be surprised if there's any actives here but helloooooo finally after almost a year we are back, not fully just gradually coming back very slowly so we've started with a short one. S actually doesn't know i've done this so i'm sorry🫣 anywayssssssss g'day - m
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