kentrell
baton rouge 7:00 am
june 11 2020lately i been lonely i been stuck in my head i been off these drugs & i been making bad decisions i wanna be in my daughter life and nia i know y'all prolly think i'm wrong
or a bad person but i wasn't me i tried everyday to tell nia that's wasn't me who was texting her and who block her it was jaz that's why i left her alone
*recap of that day
i hate that kentrell love nia so much i hate he wanna be in her and that bitch ass baby life i took his phone and went to nia contact
i sent her a long paragraph as if i was kentrell saying ion wanna be in the baby life i hate them and everything i can finally have kentrell to myself
he rolled over in his sleep i hurry and put his phone back he woke up what you doin jaz and ofc i switch my voice or sleepy
nun just woke up i got to hot so i was finna take my shirt off he nodded and feel back to sleep that's when i went to sleep too
( early that morning )
i woke up tryna hit up nia tryna apologize for everything i did from me lying it ben and nem like she did sum & she didn't i called she wouldn't pick up so i called one more time
what do you want kentrell i'm okay where ok leave us alone like you said i look at the phone confused
wym nia and she start to cry now youn like you text me last night at 3 saying you hate me and my child you done messing with us and i could die my feelings every where man just bye
she hung up and i sat up there confused then i realized jaz was up at three i rush up stairs and yank her by the neck
bitch you wanna play on my top huh slime lying to that girl she start smirking if i can't have you nobody can i slap her get tf out my house for i kill you slime and she left
*end of recap
i get mad thinking about that day mane i literally love nia ion know what the fuck i was thinking tryna let her go or tryna prove to her i get hoes
she wasn't like them she was different from the moment we met i think about her every night watch her videos and smile at our pics she didn't have no baby shower or nothing
she didn't nothing big for our baby ion think so and if she did nobody never told me i just truly miss her me calling her the other day and threatened her it's cause i miss her man
i wouldn't never harm her nor my child i just needs to hear her voice one more time i miss my nia man & i can't act like i don't she have our baby tomorrow i smile thinking about my daughter
i can't sit around no more acting like i don't miss her cause i do i got on instagram scrolling when i see she posted a picture
baby.nia: i just wanna say i finally find peace and i'm having my princess tomorrow thanks everybody and thank god for keeping me going 💓
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i smiled seeing her caption i actually do miss her i hate that i go thur things and don't know how to fix it i hate i wasted so much time and just now tryna fix things
i got in my car went to the store got nia some flowers and her favorite candy i pulled up to her door step i was nervous but here goes nothing
Knock Knock Knock
i was nervous until she twist the lock she looked at me then just started she start looking behind me i kinda smiled yes it me nia can we talk i said handing her the flowers
wow kentrell finally maned up come on and i walked in her house smelled so nice it was clean and she was cooking this honestly why i miss her
she got things going for her self and she stay clean she a very clean women and independent
ok go ahead and talk i'm listingfirst i wanna sorry for everything i miss us , i miss you & i most definitely wanna be in my child live that's night it was me i promise nia on my grandma it wasn't me when i found out jaz did that i put her out instantly i tried to contact you it didn't work you was already done so i stop trying after some months i said stoping
okay keep going i sigh when i called the other day it's just because i miss yo voice i wouldn't dare hurt you nor my child i just wanna get things right i wanna be here for you and our child i'm done with the hoes i'm done with the lies and the cheating
i realize that i gave up on somebody who actually love me for me and don't judge me i been of perc , wock , weed everything man i can't function it's like it's killing me inside
i drop my head then a tear drop out my eyes look man this shit killing me right now knowing you went thur yo whole pregnancy without me cause of my childish ways and action i'm sorry nia honestly and youn have to take me back i wanna cool i wanna be there for y'all i just want you to hear me i said completely breaking down
i drop my head that's when i felt somebody raise my head up she start wiping my eyes i believe you kentrell and i'm sorry you went thur everything you did but why yeen come to my baby shower i had or anything else i invited you too
that's when i look baby shower ? nobody never told me you had one , nobody never give me a update i ask penalty of times but nobody answers
why you kick kd out the group she said i'm be honest i thought you & kd was fucking around everytime he came over all he talk about you i got fed up i was of the percs i told him if he mess with don't fuck with us & he left i told him i'm sorry i love my lil brudda
i'm just fucked up right now i shook my head she brought my head up she wipe my tears then gave me a hug i started to cry on her shoulder
we was hugging still but she said sum kentrell it's okay & im glad you finally realize i'm glad you not mad anymore & you came to talk to me i love you always i hate to see you cry & if you want yo be in your child life then we gone make some work that's when i hug her tighter weon gotta be together kentrell but we can work on us & communicate first
we can talk about us in the future but right now we gotta lil girl to bring into this world & i would've love if you was by my side as i push her out she said smiling holding me still
you mean it nia & she nodded okay slime i'll be there & any other day you need me she finally let go & she was crying i wipe her tears & kissed her forehead well im finna head up bye nia
bye kentrell drive safely please she said giving me that look i laugh i gotchu babymomma she flick me off i'm fuck you up cause i know she hate be called that then i left & went home my whole life change tomorrow
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the new girl
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