The Fixer • Mafia AU/Sunwon(ki)

[7] Respect the leader;

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"Sunoo, can you hear me? Sunoo please answer me." I heard the ringing in my ear's but i could only watch the blood lake getting bigger and bigger each second. My hands were numb, I couldn't even move them out of the blood, so disgusted I was.

Who even talked to me? Where am I? Why do I feel like that?

Suddenly I felt something under my arm's. That's when realisation hit me. They are dead. Leedo, Keonhee an-and Ravn. - "I told you that Leedo boy brings us trouble. You should have killed him."

I saw Keonhee's sculp squirting out his brain even more after Heeseung walked past him, stepping on him after he threw the gun away from his hand.

"Sunoo?" - Even tho someone helped me standing up. It was hard, It hard hard to do so. My legs felt like jelly...

"Fuck, Sunoo." I looked up when someone put his finger under my chin. It was Heeseung Hyung. Hyung was infront of me, looking at me with a feared expression.

He placed his hands on my cheek's. "Sunoo calm down. It's okay, we are okay." - I let my guard completely down. What a hatred I had inside me against myself and the world.

I cried. I yelled and sobbed into Hyung's shirt after I clashed against the ground. "I know Sunoo.. I know." He kept repeating, hiding my face further more into his own shirt while I heard people moving around.

Time went by so slowly. As if it would happen in slow-motion. Cries where heard coming from the other's who were left. - "Woah, wait. Where are you going?"

I stood up with the help of Hyung who actually just tried getting me back to sit down.

"W-we need t-to carry them t-to the hospital." I breathed out when I felt a frog in my throat, keeping me from talking away.

"Sunoo you can't carry them. It's too late. Leedo pointed the gun at you firstly. Listen to me Sunoo, he tried to kill you first. I did was needed to be done."

My eyes swifted from the bodies to the other gang members. They had all their backs turned at us, not watching me looking that miserable like an idiot while.. - "I take him."

I gripped into my arm and scratched it a bit too rough. I already could feel old wounds open again and it was burning just like my eyesight. "Niki, you can go back too. You all are dismiss-"

"I killed him. I can handle it. I am a grown up too." he muttered. - "You didn't shoot him?"

"We all killed him. We couldn't protect his brother, Xion. We let him down from the beginning where he entered. Killing isn't just made by physical pain. You kill a person from the inside faster than you believe."

He slung Ravn's arm around his head. "We all are killer's. Why now pressing a label on anyone here. What are you guy's even doing?"

Niki was almost.. leading them.. "How about you help out and take off some work from our Boss's shoulders. If anyone points the gun at our Boss, our priority is to keep him safe so next time, rather than standing there glueless, risk your life and jump infront of him to take a bullet for him."

"Sir gave you all a home right? I don't know your story and I don't care making friends here but we all are here for a reason, a reason to be alive so say thank you and move on. Leedo was in the wrong, Ravn did a mistake and Keonhee took his own life because he wanted it that way." Niki spat on the floor before continuing bringing Ravn's body to the outside area.

He looked into my eyes. "It was him or the Boss. I don't think we should think twice of who we protect." and he left with one of the three dead bodies, probably letting it outside at the gate to later create some sort of grave for them.

"Sunoo let's try standing up fully alright? I know Baby, I know its hard. You need to stay strong for me okay?"

All I can remember was just starring at the lifeless bodies around me..