Desire for step brother(BTS X Black Pink X Male Reader )

chapter 4

This chapter might contain subjects like self dimoralising murder, blood, smut and many more. So if you feel uncomfortable, please skip them. Hope you enjoy.

Yan pov

It really hurts. This feeling of loneliness. Even after all these years, it still hurts. I thought I could manage. I thought I am strong but again I stood there helpless, not being able to do anything. No, it's that I didn't do anything. It's all my fault. I was a coward, a weakling who couldn't even protect the ones I love. I....

???: you what?

I turned around to see my eomma and appa. They are standing there. Appa looks handsome. A handsome human being. Eomma looks beautiful. Too beautiful for a human being. She's a demon. A beautiful demon. Uncle Wen and aunty Wen are also there. They  say demons and humans can't be together. Mom proved them wrong. I was the perfect proof but who would've imagined this proof cost their life? Uncle Wen and aunty Wen were demons and they supported mom to the end. I'm thankful for them. Not just because of this, but also for giving birth to a gorgeous demon.

I ran towards them but they...... vanished?

No, no, not again!!!

I saw them lying there, bathed in a pool of blood, their own blood. They are dead, but the blood is still flowing through their throats. I saw her. She's screaming, struggling to get out of their grip, calling my name, trying to come near me.

I saw her again, we were locked up somewhere. Her body was covered with bruises, proofs to her struggle to protect me. A pure blood demon girl of my age was there. Cindy. I looked to the corner and saw another demon with a 2 year old baby demon in her arms. Ana and her mom , anissa. I can't forget her. After all it was her blood that healed us, helped us survive. They only gave us rotten meat once a week. They tortured us. Anissa tried her best to protect us. When we starved, she fed us her flesh as she is a healer. In the end, she gave ana to us and died. Ana was only 5 when Anissa died. They even tried to torture her. We somehow survived 2 more years after which we escaped.

If only I did something, if I tried a little bit, if only I was a bit stronger, they wouldn't have died. Ana, cindy, anissa and she wouldn't have suffered. I call her my queen, told I would protect her, but in the end...

She died because of me!!!! I'm useless, a weakling, I....I...

It's dark, I can't see

???: Ayan...

Who's that? It sounds familiar!

???: Ayan open your eyes

Open my eyes? Aren't I awake? Where am I? Please get me out of here!!!

Third person pov

Yan shot open his eyes only to see him sitting on a chair in his room and Ana looking at him with concern. He looked at his shirt and found that he was sweating really badly.

Ana: (concerned) You okay?

Yan: yeah I'm fine. (Deep breaths)

Ana: do you want some water?

Yan: no but I need to go somewhere.

Ana: you sure? (Doubt)

Yan: mmh. (Nods)

Ana: (sigh) ok.

Yan: you'll be fine here ?(Question)

Ana: (rolls her eyes) better worry about your siblings!