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so... the angst no one needs is here.

no one pov

"jungkook, baby are you allright? whats taking you so long?"

jungkook slowly pushed over the door and got out, only to be standing face to face with a worried taehyung. "h-hyung..i-im allright" jungkook quitely assured as he walked over to the dressing table to do his hair, taehyung followed right behind the boy.

"you dont look like it..." tae said now getting ahead jungkook making the boy face him. jungkook looked away, not making a eye contact with the elder. taehyung signed and backhugged the boy. "see you dont even wanna look at me in the eyes. please dont do that." tae whispered, rocking the younger's body gently.

"you know that i love you right....?" taehyung said. jungkook felt his heart pound faster at that. he glanced at the mirror to look at their reflection. taehyung kissed jungkook's neck in the reflection. jungkook breathed a sign at the feeling slowly pushing the elder off from him with a light tug of his fist. "h-hyung.."

"jungkook i know you love me too..why do you wanna keep me waiting? why do you wanna keep us waiting?"

tae questioned the quite boy. "is running away from everything all that you know?" taehyung gently pushed the boy caging him on the wall and between his arms. jungkook gasped softly. he couldn't really asnwer it, what taehyung said was true.

"HUH? ANSWER ME JUNGKOOK!!" taehyung raised his voice a bit making the small boy flinch. jungkook looked at the elder with teary doe eyes "y-you d-dont know anything!" he cried.

"then tell me. i wanna know everything! about you!" taehyung breathed in rage, a uncomfortable feeling forming in his throat as he stared at the boy with his dark yet sharp eyes.

the thought of jungkook not reciprocating his feelings back made him mad, it allways felt as if he forces himself over the boy. tho he was okay with that at first. but now that he gets more and more greedy he cant stop the feeling.

"d-do you think others w-would accept us? our love? f-forget about the 'others' do you think my parents would ever ?!" jungkook snaped aswell. taehyung frowned "for them y-you cant love me back??!" taehyung stared intensily into jungkook's teary doe eyes that looked at him softly.

"what about your feelings? did you ever liked me ?" taehyung asked, raging in the inside. one could see viens poping up on both of his arms due to the suppressed anger. he wouldn't wanna show jungkook his anger. that would be scarry.

taehyung never intented to have jungkook fall in love with him. but no one could stop that tiny hope from building up inside him.

the hope of getting loved back by someone you love. and jungkook gave him such hopes, just to shatter them up like that. the silence was the only response he got from the crying boy. that silence was too much for taehyung to handle, it carried so much weight of emotions.

"i-its not right.." jungkook mumbled quitely sniffling his tears, rubbing them off his eyes with his tiny fist. "TELL ME WHATS WRONG? I WILL DO MY BEST TO MAKE IT RIGHT!" taehyung shouted breathing loudly. jungkook stared at him with wide bambi eyes completely frozen. taehyung scares him so much right now.

taehyung panicked at the instant he realised what he just did "i- jungkook ! i didn't mean to yell at you" he apologised, trying to hug the boy who cried louder at his outburst. jungkook resisted the elders soothening hug "g-go away-! y-you all are the same !"

"you dont mean that right?" taehyung pinned jungkook on the wall who yelped quitely. the elder's expression was dark, making jungkooks legs shake in fear. taehyung tried to kiss the weeping boy but jungkook turned his head away.

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