ELLIPTICAL GALAXY

Reverting back to Nature

Longing to be free, you showed me freedom from home. The freedom I have in myself to break the chains I didn't think I had. The one I tried so hard to avoid in the first place just to trip and fall into them. Making them tighter even though I had always been a fighter.

I have just been to numb for to long I forgot I had wings and the will to fight for me. My longing for the outdoors and the stars. I hid in my heart and shut myself in my prison waiting to be saved when I knew I could save myself.

I have always been complex. But you show me the simple truth. Yes truth hurts but truth also heals. It will never lead you astray. Please be my bright star in the darkness...this void I built for myself is collapsing and I once burned so brightly myself that I couldn't see I built a glass box in my darkness. But everyone could see me, but I couldn't see them.

My wounds were bare for the world to see. But people like to poke me. My scars are filled with star dust from my mistakes; I actually physically have them on my skin. Atleast the scars show that I have lived life.

I still struggle with putting myself on the right path that I had wandered to deeply into the sea. The raging storm I couldn't seem to pull myself out of seems to calm around you. You calm the storm enough for me a bird with clipped wings to land. But could I ever trust to land ashore knowing I have been hurt before I seem very scared to even land at all.