Happy Birthday Tejaaaaaa

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⧐TEJASSWI PRAKASH⧏

I stared at the same boring Television. It was some random sitcom running. I think it's Brooklyn 99 and I never hear the end of how good the show is, like okay, but I hardly have time for things like that these days. I snuggle into the blanket wishing it was Sunny's arms instead. God how much I miss him. 

It's like suffocation without him. I just want him beside me. All the time. Like call me possessive or needy or desperate or whatever the hell you want, but staying without him practically seems impossible now.

I look at the clock. It's ten in the night. I was thinking Sunny would be giving me a surprise but I know he's not. He's extremely busy. Dance Deewane Juniors is taking a lot of his time. I wish I could do something about it but it's his work. When he has been so supportive, it's now my turn to be the best girlfriend.

I look at the empty plate kept on the glass table. I sigh. If Sunny was here, he would have given me the biggest lecture of keeping things clean and neat. I pick the plate up and throw it in the sink and wash my hands. After wiping my hands, I slouched onto the sofa and ran the channel of thoughts in my brain as the show ran where people tried to solve cases slipping some humor here and there.

I still remember my first meet with Sunny. Not the Ladies V/S Gentlemen meet, that's a frenzy memory in my head although he does tell me that I blatently avoided him. Stalker much?

I remember his Bigg Boss entry. Everyone pretended that he didn't exist. He tried conversing with everyone but that didn't happen. At last everyone gave up and then the talking boy started to talk. And boy he was so amazing his first freaking day. His royal blue suit did add up the royalty in him and his stubble, though it made him look a bit old, he looked rugged and sexy.

Hypocrite much, Teja ka bheja.

I shunned my inner thoughts. Always blocking me at the wrong time. Ah then, the way he took leadership and wanted to make sure everyone of his Junglewaasis had to go to the main house was remarkable. Hmm that was when I realised, that he was a leader and he rode on dominance. Ah, a quality of a man that's so attractive.

Days passed by and I could clearly see him being a little bit aloof from me. This happened when that freaking Vishal made sure we all entered the main house. I think Karan felt betrayed. It was expected but he didn't react much. If I was in his place, I would have bolted off like molten lava. Him distancing himself from me was triggering me and the fact that he was getting a bit closer to Vidhi wasn't helping one bit. I could see something raging within me. Maybe that was when I was actually developing a crush on him but clearly I was in a denial phase. I didn't want to acknowledge it nor encourage it and I definitely did not want him to leave my sight.

Then we were kicked out from the main house and Vidhi got evicted. I felt bad but the selfish part of me really loved the fact that I now have my boy only to myself. We then fought together and we were the first people to enter the main house. Felt surreal. To enter first and hand in hand with him.

Then the best day of my life was when I figured out that he liked me. He was in a green sherwani and I was very elated for the fact that Rohit Sir had come that day and later him giving the heart was a cherry on cake. The bitter feelings I had towards him because he was siding with Shamitha and was making others look bad was sublimating amidst all the chaos. I was pretending to be angry on me while I still remember my cheeks heating up. He made me feel so special and so nice.