Feelings Suck

Chapter 1- The party

'Dean Winchester, how could I describe him? He's smart, good looking, popular, a jock, and a grade A douchebag, oh and he's the guy I fell in love with.'

"CASSIE PUT YOUR DIARY DOWN AND COME SOICALIZE," Gabriel screamed. 

Cas sighed before walking downstairs, "First of all, it's a journal, second, why do insist on screaming all the time?"

Gabriel shrugged putting a sucker, that might I add came out of nowhere, in his mouth.

Cas looked around the room. He saw his favorite brother, Lucifer, yes that was his name and he 100 % lived up to it. He saw Lucifer's boyfriend, Michael, I know it's ironic, but it makes for a funny story. He also saw Sam, Gabes boyfriend, and his brother. Any guesses at who his brother is? 

CORRECT! It's the Dean Winchester, yes, the same Dean Winchester that Cas is in love with.

"Heya Cas, glad to see your alive. You're always hiding in your room. I thought I was gonna have to drag you down myself," Dean said with his usual smirk plastered on his face. 

Cas looked down with a light blush forming. 

"Hey Cas, I'm going to a party tonight. Wanna come?" Dean asked, moving closer to Cas. 

"Uh I don't know Dean, you know parties are not really my scene."

"I won't leave your side. I promise. Come on. It will be fun."

"Alright, fine. Just this once."

And time skip brought to you by a magical unicorn and Disney land

As Dean pulled up to the party Cas had a feeling Dean was gonna leave him despite what he said. He always does.

"Come on Cassie, fun awaits."

"yay"

As the night carried on Dean kept his promise, but he got completely trashed and was being oddly clingy to Cas. Currently Dean was standing behind Cas, holding his hips and swaying. It was very odd for Cas to see his best friend like this, but it happened every time he convinced Cas to go to party.  

Dean, being drunk, thought it would be a good idea to lean down and put his lips on the side of Castiel's neck.  Cas turned around, grabbed one of dean's wrists and dragged him outside to his car. He grabbed the keys from Deans hoodie and put him in the passenger seat. And before you readers get any ideas, he is just taking him home. Thats it. 

As Cas pulled up to the Winchester's he noticed Dean fell asleep on the drive. He got out of the car and made his way to Dean. He easily lifted his friend and carried him inside to his room. The older boy stirred at Cas set him down. 

"Stay please Cas. Don't leave me. 

Cas sighed, and took his shoes and pants off, leaving him in his shirt and boxers, before crawling into the bed with  Dean.

A/N: I decided to change this for the 3rd time.